darn darn DARN

okay so i like was typeing song ideas on my grandmothers comp. i forgot to send them to my e-mail and just saved it. alot of my songs are about suicide and or death or drugs u know crap like that. my grandmother aperiantly opened it and read them. i'm so scared about what she thinks of me... my mom deleted them though!!!! d*** i needed those. but still wth do my grandparents must think of me... on the plus sie i got a new computer. maybe people'll stay away from my files!!!! i don't blame gram cuz it's her comp but oh man this sux seriously!!!