Friday, July 24, 2009

Funny People

Hey ya'll!! wasup????
So i love my cheer couch. She makes me laugh. I called her today and was like "Hi couch it's Nicole." Instead of being all "Hello Nicole. Hows your summer" or "How have you been" as is expected in a civilized conversation but was like "Yeah hi. What do you want?"
now i don't feel any anger or dislike my couch because she is a very nice and civilized women when she wants to be lmao. She makes me laugh because she is so different in her manner at to which she behaves.
i have to wonder sometimes what goes on people's head that makes them act so funny.
'til next time
xoxo Niki (///.0)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

new postsecrets!

Saturday, March 28, 2009


hey so i was reading through some of mey post and was like wow i sound like a winning baby "poor me poor me" yadi yah. any was so i want o say thatn x to all who read it and probably resited the urge to puke and or yell at me and tell me to get a life. ima try to delete most of themcuz i want to keep this blogs one lighter and more full of life. so yeah pshhhh ROCK ON MAN!!!!
oh and ignore the random pic of flapjack i just think he's so dang adorable.

throw back the starfish

There is an old story that tells of a man walking along a beach when up ahead in the distance, he catches sight of another man acting strangely. As he gets closer, he notices the man is picking things up from the sand and throwing them into the water.

Upon reaching him, he sees the objects being tossed are starfish, stranded on shore by the retreating tide. Curious about his intentions, the first man asked, “What are you doing?”

“I am saving these starfish,” he replied. “They won’t survive in the sun until the tide returns.”

Totally taken aback by this statement, the first man said, rather indignantly, “Aren’t you being a little silly? Do you not realize how many hundreds of thousands, perhaps millions, of starfish there are in the sea and that by throwing a few back will make absolutely no difference at all?”

The second man said nothing but was unfazed. He picked up yet another starfish and threw it out into the waves. He hesitated for a moment, then looked back the first man and said, “I just made a difference for that one.”

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

i've herd about post secrets and I decided i'm going to make a list of the funny ones i find and some that are mixed in, are really mine. can you tell the diffrence?

1~ "Ignore your family and they'll go away" I read this on a sighn in DC and thought most people probably saw it as a warning, but i took it as advice.
2~ I want to swim out to sea until i'm to tired to swim back to shore.
3~ I feel worse for animals than homeless people
4~I wish life was like dreams where every thing fits into place even if it means never waking up.
5~ i've kissed more girls than boys. (i'm a straight girl)
6~ I'm cheating on a mormon with a drug dealer (hahaha this one mane me like freak out)
7~I walk V...E...R...Y... Slowly across cross walks so cars wait for me and i can annoy them.
8~ I like getting MRI's because i like to imagine i'm a vampire in a coffin so i close my eyes and pretend the lid is black. (i just got a MRI so this one made me laugh)
9~ I have more pictures of random annime crap than my own family.
10~I leave the bathroom door open a crack when i shower in hopes that one day my roommate will join me.
11~ when i see an airplane i watch it so if it crashes i can be a witness on tv.
12~one time i saw my grandmother completely naked
13~i was raised to be this straight edge goody goody, well i;m sick of it. I honestly just want to get drunk and have piercings everywhere.
14~ I don't want to admit that i'm gay because i still dream of becoming president.
15~ i once considered dating a boy for free drugs.

Friday, December 19, 2008

OOOOOOOKKkk so i know i have'nt blogged in a wile, but i wiill ssooonn i just havn't had tie. when i do i will.

Friday, September 12, 2008

never simple...

 david and i broke up.  it took only two days.
1. i got to cheer practice. mariah says she needs to talk to me. she tells me david is telling everyone he's going to brake up with me.
2. i take a walk with david and mention it to him. he deinies it i get quiet becuase i know he lied to me. he decides to tell truth and admitts it. i decide to forgive him
3. i go to school the next day. everything is good until shannon tells me she needs to talk to me. we go into the bathroom and she says David wants to break up with me for alexis. ( a few things to know about alexis 1. she's shannon's best frined 2. one of my best friends as well. 3. davids ex- girlfrined 4.she's dating one of my bestfrines (james.) 5.  she's a whore.) Shannon then tells me that alexis said she was going to say yes.
4. i start crying and attempt t avoid david (no luck). i get to lunch and mat (one of Davids best frineds and mine too) says nicole come her i need to talk to you. i go with him an he tells me that david told him he was going to break up with me for alexis. i say i know and decide then to brake up with him. i cry again.
5. i decide to tell it to him after shcool 'cuz i ssually c him by th e library and of course this had to be the one day MS. swift let us out late. i decide to call him and tell him. he understands that we're breaking up but doesn't know why becuz his phone had no service. i'm like if you want totalk meet me by my locker tomerrow )today)
6. i tell him. he gets really sad and at the end of school when he passes me and hands me anote. it says that the whole thing was bs and he never was gonna break up wth me. then he's all "no matter what you think i'll always love you." i'm like wtf  so now i have to talk to him again maybe tomarrow. 
i'm so upset i think i'll write abook about this one day..  (haha writers joke) i hate this nothing is simple with david...
   just becuz i was the one to brake up w. him this time doesn't mean i still don't love him., but he needs to understand that you don't mess any body like that. ecspecially sinse this is the third time he's done the same thing. i found out the last time he really didn't have any problems going on at home, he asked out alexis and because she said no he asked me back out. i fell like killing somepne but at the same time i wanna hug...

Friday, September 5, 2008

new blog

i have a new blog go to

Saturday, August 30, 2008

joker vampire!!!!

ok, so last night i watched the originla batman movie. (the one with micheal keaten as Bruce Wayne)last  night i dreamt i was dancing with the joker on a roof top. there where other people there too. a small family of 4 with two small kids and their dogs. i remember in my dream that someone had gassed the joker and he'd passed out. everyone assumed he was dead, but here i was dancing with him. (so weird i know...) i asked him how he survived. he told me it was a secret and if i didn't shut my mouth he'd have to show me. that didn't make since at all. if he wanted me to be quiet he shouldn't show me correct... but w.e anyways, one of the litte girls (mind you) was reading the book IT by stephan king. the cover wasn't that of IT though. i t said IT like the cover does but it was splattered with blood. the joker ran and took the book from the girl and handed it to me. he said to me that he was tired and was going swimming. he didn't want to be disturbed. in my dream i payed no mind to him and asked him again and again how he'd lived through the gas. he rolled his eyes and jumped off the building. soon after i grew impatent and jumped off too only to land on a lower roof with a huge swimming pool in it. for some reason in my dream this wasn't strange to me.... the joker was in the pool in his purple suit still (ok wtf y was he in a dress suit in the pool!?!) when he saw my he stood up and walked torward the edge of the roof. he told me i should've stayed like he said, but if i was so curious he'd tell me. i nodded. he told me to look at the cover if the book. then he asked what u saw. "blood" i replied. "eaxactly" he said jumping off the roof.
this dream taught me that i need to lay off batman movies and anne rice novels.
xoxo niki (///.0)

Monday, August 25, 2008


uhg please help me. i need someone to hug. i need you. anyone. i just want to cry. nothing is right at all... i know i really should stop sulking, but i really want a hug...

Sunday, August 24, 2008

found this poem. it's wierd

i die 
i die when i can't talk to you.
please listen
please hear
i need you now
to hear your voice
as clear as a bell.
it's yeah how are ya? got to go
love you.
talk to me. 
i'll be your rock.
listen to me
i'll let you talk.
understand i hear your 
know how much i love you.
why won't you speak.
make it clear.
i'll be there.
just talk to me.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Tokio Hotel... thanx becca! haha

Ok so my cousin Becca and i a long time ago bought a Tokio Hotel CD so now i totally love them. 
I recently just did my reserch on them. it was way hard to find ANYTHING on them except the're names because everything's in GERMAN! i was like"What the hell!?" Anyways i guess it's bcuz the band is from Germany... anyhow so i was looking up stuff on their lead singer Bill Kaulitz  or w.e the f*** his last name is. and i was like "Whoa he's cute!" so i read a bunch of crap on the band and found out their guitarist is Bills twin! my sister was like "No duh Nicole they look exactly alike!" and i said " No! bill has spiky awsome black hair and Tom has blonde dreads!" but i guess she was right it was pretty obvious... 
So anyhow i was looking up pics of the twins and found two that desturbed me. one was Bill putting pants on, but he had really long black boxers on so that was fine just unexpecxted. The other was Tom with his pants pretty much off. 
he had like no underwear on and that's fine if he likes it that way but i was like "Man whore alert! man whore alert!" 
So then i was like fine I Hate Tom but I love Bill and George (bass). Then i was going through pics and George is just as bad as Tom! i'm like"WTF is up w. this band!" 
Then i looked up crud on their drummer Gustav (hehe funny name!) and he's soooo boring (well in my opinion anyways. he likes the internet and is real quiet!) so now i'm back to Bill and Gerard....
haha sorry random outburst..

XoXo NiKi (///.0)

 ** ' Till next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **

Thursday, July 31, 2008


  • Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."
    Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"
    Alice: "I do. Excellent."

  • Bella: "Oh, Mike! How will I go on?"

  • Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you."

  • Emmett: "Oooo, scary."

  • Bella: "Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?"

  • Charlie: "Bells, we're up to bat."

  • Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating."

  • Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?"

  • Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."
    Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood."

  • Edward: "Oops."

  • Renee: "Alice wouldn't let us do anything else. Every time we tried, she all but ripped our throats out."

  • Edward: "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

  • Rosalie: "Over my pile of ashes."

  • Edward: "You look so guilty—like you've committed a crime."

  • Sam: "This is not something our treaty anticipated. This is a danger to every human in the area."

  • Rosalie: "I'd like to beat you dead."

  • Jasper: "I can't understand. I can't bear this."

  • Seth: "You'll hurt her. Let her go."

  • Carlisle: "I've seen vampire venom work miracles, but there are conditions that even venom cannot overcome."

  • Jacob: "I'll kill you myself! I'll do it now!"

    OMG SEE SEEE???????? HOLY CRAPOLY!!!!!!!!

    I LOVE IT! XOXO NIKI (///.0)

  • Saturday, July 26, 2008

    ugh bored as h*ll!

    HEY Y'ALL!! 
    ll i'm soo bored just chillen out. i was watching avatar (lmao) and i was jst think how wierd and akward it is to watch cartoons make out! idk i like got bored so now i'm bloging and have nothing to blog about.... eh i'll go hang w. david. c u guys later!
    xoxo niki (///.0)

    Friday, July 18, 2008

    tinterview with the vampire


    i just watched this movie it was awsome!!! but tottally tragic with a capital T (lol mcr joke) it wasromantic and sexy and creepy and grrrroooosssss beyond belief but amazing ner the less it was called "interview with the vampire" i'm reding the series so i thought i'd see the movie!!! dude brad pitt looks hot w/ long hair and in tights kristen dunst was soo cute when she was younger and tom cruise loooks awsome in tights w. fangs but awful w. long blonde hair. also antonio some name i can't pernounce(from spy kids the father dude) looks awful period as a vampire any was the pics r above. 
    xoxo niki (///.0) help i have an unhealthy obsession it's soo morbid but  can't stop it's like i'm a vamp adict ewwwwww nvm ii'll find a way to cure my self. to be honest the only reason i watched it was to gross myslf out so i'd stop but ithasd the opisite affect it was facinating! sh*t!

    Saturday, July 12, 2008


    OMG SOMEONE HELP ME. i'm looseing my mind! i now have a strange iintrest wait no OBSESSION with vampires.... maybe it's becuase of twilight but i'm reading annne rice's vampire croniculs and have lately been absentmindenly surching vampire ledgons. 
    when i catch myself i'm disgusted. how gross is it to have that kind of intrest with something so evvil morbid and just plain sick? it fasinates me. 
    XOXO NIKI (///. O)

    Sunday, June 29, 2008

    0% evil 
    10% insane
    20% bord
    30% happy
    40% comic book freak
    50% cool as the flip side of a pillow! (hehe rotfl)
    60% nice
    70% on youtube
    80% goth
    90% careing
    100% my chemical romance
    they are amazing...

    does your name fit?
    a: hot
    b: loves people
    c: good kisser
    d: makes people laugh
    e: has georgeous eyes
    f:people wild and crazy adore you
    g:very outgoing
    h: easy to fall in love with
    i: loves to laugh and smile
    j: is really sweet
    k: really silly
    l: smile to die for
    m: makes dating fun!
    n: can kick the crap out of people
    o: has one of the best personalities ever
    p:popular with all types of people
    q: a hypocrite
    r:good boy friend or girl friend
    t:very good kisser
    u: is very sexual
    v: not judgmental
    w: very broad minded
    x: never let people tell you what to do
    y: is loved by everyone
    z: can be funny and dumb at times

    this is ad....

    Girl: Hi.
    Boy: Umm... hi.
    Girl: I have to tell you something...
    Boy: What?
    Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.
    Boy: Ok...
    Girl: What do you mean "ok"?
    Boy: I don't like you like that...
    Girl: Why not?
    Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...
    From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up.
    Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!
    Boy: Do you really wanna know why?
    Girl: Yes!
    Boy: It's because you're not pretty! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!
    Girl: But... I...
    Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!
    The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.
    Girl: Hello?
    Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.
    Girl: Alright Mom.
    Mom: I love you.
    Girl: I love you too, Mom.
    Mom: Bye Bye.
    Girl: Bye
    The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the miror.
    Girl: I'm not pretty enough...
    She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.
    Mom: Honey? Are you alright?
    She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the miror, a piece of paper was taped up.

    "Am I Pretty Enough Now?"....

    No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find it messed up then repost this (am i pretty enough now?)
    A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to be told they're not good enough... Do you?

    whoooo this is freaky my friend snt it to me

    Its amazing what you can do with a tool of your choice. alone. depressed. your hair sticks to your face from the moisture of your eyes that tells everyone that you've been crying. and the cracked mirror infront of you from when you punched your reflection but unfortunatly it was still there so all you got out of it what a bloody fist. but you were ok with that because the pain was soothing and relaxed your brain so that you only had to focus on not getting blood on your thin white shirt that was pressed against your stomach. its times like these where all you want to do is scream at yourself and ask why your so damn phuked up and again the response is pressing a xacto knife against your skin, pretending that you'll stop after this last time but you know that thats not true so you press down harder. your little brother walks in on you and screams then runs to get mom so she can call 911 and hope that she's not too late. Little sister is crying along with your dad as they take you away to make you 'Better' but the fact that they cant help lingers in your head but eventually you fall asleep or maybe you just blacked out from the needle they just stuck in your arm. later on you wake up with a headache and notice your in a room thats nothing but white. soon after the fact that you begin to think straight, you realize you're back in hell.
    Its just one of those days.


    words can hurt 
    Scroll down
    if this doesn't touch you... you're heartless.
    One night a guy & a girl were
    driving home from the movies.
    The boy sensed there was
    something wrong because of the painful
    silence they shared between them.
    The girl then asked the boy to pull over
    because she wanted to talk.
    She told him that her
    feelings had changed & that it was time to move on
    A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
    slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note
    At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
    that very same street.
    He swerved right into the drivers seat,
    killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived.
    Remembering the note, she
    pulled it out & read it , it said
    "Without your love, I would die.

    Friday, May 23, 2008

    things i learned from reading twilight series
    1) vampires are HOTT!
    2) the name edward may be old fashioned but it's still really sexy! loljkjk
    3)werewolves heal fast and r reallly hot
    4) vampires are better than werewolves
    5) myths agout vampires
    1) they sparkle so they don'tbut CAN go out in the sun w. out melting
    2) they dont have long fangs
    3)they cant die from a stake in the heart
    5) werewolve myths
    1)moon light doesn't turnthem into a wolve anger does
    2)silver bullets don't kill them
    6) i'm obsessed
    7) lions can fall in love w. lambs
    8) were wolvws pop instead of transform
    9)to many things to list
    10) the most important- fictional creature/guyts are waaaaay better than real human guys lololol                                                                          
    xoxo niki (///. 0) and guest Shannon o'hara!!!!! ^-^

    Friday, May 9, 2008

    ahahahahahai'm sooo bored summer is here =I
    hey guys make sure u check out my new pics and scrol ALL THE WAY DOWN!

    Saturday, April 26, 2008

    amazing night w. my bbbffl (bestiest best friends for life duh!)

    hey yoo wu? it's shannaon and niki again today we learned
    1) twilight rox
    2)shannon is nick jonas and niki is kevin
    3) nicole is gerard and shannon is bob
    4)we both  are obsessed with robert pattinson from twilight
    5)juno is an awesome movie
    6)when robert played cedric in hp he was really hott
    7)nicole can do a perfect impression of his dad
    8)draco malfoy has perfect hair
    9)taylor l. from twilight is hot with short hair but not with long hair
    10)harry wants to make out with cedric in moaning mertles bathroom
    11)nicole can't pernounce humuhumunukunukuapua'a from hsm2
    12)we both know the song to "our song" by taylor swift
    13)gerard way is NOT gay
    14)mr.pool likes billy joel and he is amazing
    15)shannon is alice and nicole is edward
    16)b/c nicole like shiny silver volvos and shannon likes stolen yellow porches
    17) the shirts 4 the DC trip smell like ink and nicole (hot topic/ spences/zumies)
    going to bed but won't sleep. promise to dream of taylor l and robert p.
    xoxo niki& shannon (///.0)
    oh and black fat guys on the sims don't like frank iero so the push them in pools til they drown and nicole can't cook so she set gerard on fire by accident or was it? lol nighty night :*

    Friday, April 25, 2008

    hola chica's and chicos!!!!! lol i'm here with my bbffl "bestiest best friend for life! lol) and were looking up the cast 4 twilight omg omg! robert pattison is soooooooooooooo adorable (the guy playing edward) i was sooooooo wrong he is adorable!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll put a cut poic of him up l8er!
    himmm!!!!! soooo cute but this is what edward is soposed to look like... up there w. the orange hair anyways back to me and shannon shannon is like my bbffl!!!! lol um were watching "the pacifier" right now and'll watch  juno l8er lol i looovee juno it's such a cut movie any ways ima lit her talk now... o'hara take it awya-yea robert is so hott....but who know is even hotter......i have a huge obsession with the jonas brothers but i get made fun of for it.........BUT WHO CARES WHAT PPL THINK......i mean seriously !!!
    its their opinion !! nicole gets made fun of b/c of her mcr obsession but she doesnt care aanout the ppl anyway !! i cant wait to see juno....ive never seen it b4...we'll write bac l8ter about what we did so we will write bac soon !!!

    Tuesday, March 25, 2008

    he he the guy plying Edward is from Harry Pottr as sedrick diggery and the one playing Jacob (not shown in pic) was sharkboy i "shark boy and lavagirl" and was in "cheaper by the dozon  @ lol i rly hate the lady playing bellla she's old i think the guy from the white stripes whould play edward and hayley williams from paramore should play victoria (also not pictured) i'll put pics of the guy from the white stipes on so u can agree and haley williams so u can agree too 
    don't disagree or i'll come down there and kick ur a**!!!!! lol jkjkjpjp
    xoxo niki (////. 0)

    Friday, February 29, 2008

    hey guys just chillen wut r u doing?  HaHA  i found this realllllllllyyyy awsomeeee typeing font thingy lloooook!
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    Thursday, February 21, 2008

    i know i said i'd finish the other thing an di will but this is sooo funny!
    some lady stocked chester benington 
    (the guy who sings 4 linkin park) the blonde guy in the pick) she made the news cuz she was arested 4 stalking him!
    IDIOT!  lol jk i stalk gerard but don't get caught! lol jkjkjk he rocks but i don't stalk
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Saturday, February 9, 2008

    HEYYYYY GUUUUUUYYYYYSSSSSSS been awhile hasn't it?,

    ok so every month we have a dance @ our school right? so yesturday we had a dance. i was the first one i've been to w/ david AND olivia @. i've only missed one of the dances so far so i told them i \t was gonna b sooooo much fun and they should go. ussually it's me mariah gina lexi and alyssa, sometimes amy. so there is this big thing going on between amy and andrew cuz she likes billie. but w/e amanda and i were trying to convince her to stay w/ andrew cuz he loves her and billie only loves her body and wut he wants to do w. it. anyways gina and mariah thought i was "ignoring" them and "ditching" them 4 amy. they felt left out. (this was b4 david even came) so i talked to mariah cuz gina wouldn't talk to me. mariah decide she was gonna yell @ amy bcuzz she should "cut the sh**" and stay w. andrew. i almost died mariah wasn't soposed to know. so i want imto the bathroom and startedfreaking out and crying. (i know i'm such a baby but i felt so helpless) all i know is i was freaking out. finally mariah came in and said she was sorry and didn't say anything to amy of course amy comes over. it was like omg when  will it end! nvr again!
    (i'lll finish l8er my moms up)
    XoXo NiKi

    Friday, January 25, 2008

    pssssshhhh i think it's cool

    Rock Sound brings you an in-depth guide to My Chemical Romance. Part 1 – A - M

    A is for…Acceptance
    My Chemical Romance wouldn’t be here without it.
    Frank Iero (guitar): “It’s what I felt about punk rock growing up. A show was a place where you could go and feel accepted for who you were. So when I started a band I wanted to create an environment where people could feel like there was somebody else out there who understood them and had their back no matter what.”
    Gerard Way (vocals): “Acceptance is a huge part of this band. Punk rock accepted us as kids and in a sense saved our lives because of that. Punk shows gave us a place where we wouldn’t get shot or stabbed.”
    Frank: “It’s about encouraging self-worth and self-respect.”

    B is for…Bullet-proof vests
    An indispensable part of the band’s onstage attire.
    Gerard: “The bullet-proof vest is a metaphor. It symbolises the fact that this band feels indestructible.”
    Frank: “It’s really based on the way we feel onstage. You get into a certain mindset where nothing really matters – you can’t get hurt and nothing fazes you. Together we feel unstoppable.”
    Gerard: “It’s also about us relating to hip-hop artists. We come from the same world as a lot of them (Newark, New Jersey) and we relate to their drive and the way they don’t give a fuck about what anyone else thinks.”

    C is for…Concept albums
    Breakthrough album ‘Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge’ put a whole new spin on the concept record.
    Mikey Way (bass): “The album started out as this fictional story but then kind of melded itself into our lives. It’s like a comic book story about a man who comes back from the dead to avenge himself. But on moving to LA we had so many experiences that without us knowing it the album became a fifty-fifty mix between the story and us.”

    D is for…Disney World
    MCR drummer Bob Bryar has a secret past…
    Bob: “When I was in school in Florida I got a job at Disney World to earn extra money. I thought I was going to do something cool but when I went to my initiation day and opened up the packet it said I was working on The Little Mermaid theme show. I was so pissed. My first costume was white pants, a blue and white striped shirt and a sailor hat. Later I played drums for the Aladdin stage show. I finally quit because they yelled at me about my sideburns.”

    E is for…Everyday living
    It’s not half as glamorous as you think.
    Gerard: “Wake up, walk around, look for a book store, look for a coffee shop, come back, start to focus, do some press, get ready to perform, reflect, cool down and go to bed. Then get up the next day and start again.”
    Frank: “My everyday living consists of Epstein-Barr virus. It’s chronic fatigue syndrome. I got it from touring. It means my immune system is always really low, I always feel sick and I have to take a bunch of vitamins every day.”

    F is for…Fans
    Otherwise known as ‘The MCRmy’.
    Frank: “We have the best fans ever. They’re brutal, crazy kids. Our fans love, they hate, sometimes they’re angry, sometimes they won’t give you a chance to go pee, but they give it their all. I think The MCRmy existed even before people used street teams.”
    Mikey: “Those kids would photocopy fliers for our local shows and go to other Jersey shows and put them on cars, guerrilla-style. It all began with those kids.”

    G is for…Great Britain
    Much more than just a home from home.
    Mikey: “In the States we had a problem with distribution on our first record (‘I Brought You My Bullets You Brought Me Your Love’). But in the UK it was released on a subsidiary of a major label, so you could buy it everywhere. It really took on a new life over here. We thought we were going to have to move here, like if we didn’t get big in America it wouldn’t be so bad. Even now we can play songs off the first album and you wouldn’t know the difference; kids here are into all of them.”

    H is for…Harry Houdini
    The legendary escape artist who’s a key inspiration for Gerard and co.
    Gerard: “Houdini is very important to the first record. He’s also important to the next record because there’s a song about him and his wife on there, so it’s me going back to the story. For some reason he’s on the cover of ‘…Bullets’ hanging over New York City. Something about him was just so romantic and mysterious. There was something about the idea of an escape artist, about someone escaping what he came from and all the hurdles he had to overcome. It’s such a fantastic metaphor. To me, it really fitted in with our band, because this band is our escape.”

    I is for…Irvine Welsh
    The Trainspotting author is the reason they’re called My Chemical Romance.
    Mikey: “I used to work in a book store and one day my manager brought over a stack of Irvine Welsh books. I was bored so I started flipping through a couple of them and reading the blurb on the back. A quote from a critic caught my eye. It said that Irvine Welsh’s books were ‘chemical romances’. I thought it would be a really good name for a band so I told Gerard and then we just added the ‘My’.”

    J is for…Billie Joe Armstrong
    The Green Day frontman taught Gerard Way everything he knows
    Gerard: “Billie Joe was the first person to inspire me to pick up a guitar, learn how to play it and learn how to sing at the same time. He made it look so fun and effortless – there was no pretence about Billie. In the first band I ever started, Raygun Jones, I sang exactly like him because that was all I knew. With Billie, it’s all about the eyes. He couldn’t use his hands because he was playing guitar, so I learned to use my eyes to express things just like he did. He’s a huge inspiration.”

    K is for…Killing the rock ‘n’ roll myth
    Groupies, diva behaviour and over-indulgence are not where it’s at.
    Frank: “We’ve mutilated, killed and disembowelled rock ‘n’ roll clichés! We’re not about anything that the “rock ‘n’ roll lifestyle” is about.”
    Ray Toro (guitar): “This life is so crazy that the last thing you want to do after a show is party. We’re boring as hell!”
    Gerard: “People definitely miss the Mötley Crüe antics but that’s not what we’re about because of the negative elements that go with it – mainly homophobia, racism and sexism. Punk rock and grunge made a difference but nu-metal set things back again because it was all, ‘Let’s beat the shit out of each other, get girls to show us their tits and fuck groupies’. So yet again, we’re trying to reverse that.”

    L is for…Loved ones
    Hit song ‘Helena’ was written for the Way brothers’ much-loved grandma
    Mikey: “When we were growing up she taught us all of our extra-curricular activities, hobbies that kids our age and from our upbringing wouldn’t normally get to do. She taught Gerard how to sing and she taught us both how to draw and paint. We pulled some of our most important aspects from her. We didn’t see her for the last year of her life (the band were on tour). I didn’t even know she was sick. She was supposed to have some routine surgery. We came off tour for three days and she died then. It was so spur of the moment.”

    M is for…Media hype
    There’s no denying MCR are this year’s rock press darlings.
    Ray: (Looking aghast) “I’ve never seen the words ‘media hype’. Are we over-exposed?”
    Frank: “We’re in a lot of places. At first it was cool that my mom could buy 16 different magazines and we’d be in all of them. But then it got to the point where it’s just hype and bullshit. A lot of people are missing the point. It’s not about the hair and the make-up, it’s more about the message and keeping ourselves alive.”
    Mikey: “It’s termed hype if you don’t live up to it, but our band lives up to it and then some. The reason we’re still in magazines is because anyone who tries to knock us down has no ground to stand on. That’s why we’re still the buzz band.”

    Monday, January 21, 2008

    omg omg omg! i feel sooooooo upset lately i don't know what to do anymore someone help me plz!!!!!!!!!!!

    Friday, December 7, 2007

    i'mmmmm soooooo mad

    omg omg i was @ davids in his room w/ some friends and found out my mom was spying on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg wtf! i'm so scaredi'm gonna b grounded now! i'm gonna die!!!!!
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Thursday, December 6, 2007


    omg i'm soooooooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'md doing hw sooooo bored

    xoxox niki (///. 0)

    Wednesday, December 5, 2007

    omg omg omg like the other morning i was in the shower and something felt wierd so i looked down.... i hadn't taken my bra off!!! i was like omg.... so in spanish i passed a note to my friend kim and she read it but then put in on the side of her desk this guy picked it up and read it! now he wobn't leave me a lone about it irt was sooo funny
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Thursday, November 22, 2007

    lol reminders *add1 to orig pass

    Tuesday, November 20, 2007

    oh man i WANT TO KILL SOMEONE I SHOULDN'T WANT TO KILL. :-( I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CONFUSED. I WANT TO KIL THE M***** F****** B******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk though :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( what an insensitive A**H*** i mean it's not like he or she said anything meaan but thats the point i feel ignored. :,-( :,-(

    Tuesday, November 13, 2007


    omg i HATE honors program!!!!

    Friday, November 9, 2007

    they say you never forget your first kiss....

    i got my first kiss today lucky me but all the sudden my dad and alen come bargeing out of nowhere scaring the sh** outa me!!! well the day went by as normal my parents hasd a party my mnos got wasted threatened david. my dad got a little "wierd" everyone except mary gotm wasted so i went for a walk w/ david. i must have sounded crazy omg i was babbling everything held up inside except somestuff but i can't believe i said all that omg we talked so much about our futures and death it was so depressing but thats the problem w/ me i liked it after i knew i made a mistake i want to cry so much but i've done to much damage 4 now. i know what it's like to die inside.... i think i just did....
    xoxo niki I(////. 0)

    Friday, October 19, 2007

    okay the black parade is officially over well the tour is the songs arn't just now nstead of playing through the black parade in there marching unifo

    okay the black parade is officially over well the tour is but the songs arn't the band will still tour but instead they will sing othersongs like i'm not okay (i promise) helen you know what they do to guys like us in prison ect....... oka

    This is such a great, great record for so many reasons. Many of them revolve around the fact that I am much, much too old for it. I was a goth the first time round for Bauhaus and Sisters Of Mercy and The Mission and, back then, when I fell in love with boys in tight black jeans and eyeliner and too much hair dye and an obsession with death, I knew that a part of my soul would always belong to them.

    But never did I expect that at the age of 36 any popular music would still have the power to swell my heart and raise the hairs on the back of my neck quite as much as this. And certainly not a concept album that owes so much to Kurt Weill and Bertolt Brecht, Queen and The Rocky Horror Show.

    Like The Libertines in black and white or a monochrome Sgt Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band, Gerard Way and his cohorts are here to save rock 'n' roll from manufactured reality TV stars and bland R&B, whether in the opening stomp of The End, the manic guitar intro of Dead! or the crashing stadium anthem of The Sharpest Lives.

    Piano ballads? They've got those licked too - and with names like Cancer and Disenchanted, they're reminding us that music that means this much should never take itself too seriously.

    And there's *that* intro. Minimal, fragile, delicate, heart-rending as it grows, gently swells and then bursts into more life than you'll ever live, beating to the drum of your heart. If this album contained nothing but its title track it would still be the greatest thing you'd heard this year. Close your eyes and let it take you back to the best moments of your life before you're too old to remember how great they felt.

    I Don't Love You drips with the kind of romance The Smiths longed for (but no-one ever loved them enough). House Of Wolves is pure rock 'n' roll - a true descendent of all the best bits of grunge, but with better clothes. Teenagers is just fun, through and through.

    This is an album which references music hall theatricality, marching band propaganda, religious pomp, punk energy and, perhaps more surprising than anything, an overarching sense of fun. This is a band who not only have a sense of humour but who revel in it. We've seen it before on tracks such as You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison and I'm Not Okay (I Promise) but this time round My Chemical Romance are not going to let up. They're going to grab you round the neck and squeeze so much that it hurts not only when you laugh but even when you breathe.

    However much they hate the tag, this is as emotional as music gets, full of those perfect moments when everything - fashion, street culture, youth movement, Daily Mail smear campaigns and unbearably fantastic songs - come together in blissful harmony and the record-buying public unites to put it where it belongs: at the top of the charts.

    Gerard, you'll never top this. You probably know that yourself. But other bands will. It may take one year, it may take 10, but they will come and they will mean as much to us as this did. And, when we hear them, we'll close our eyes and remember all the others that have meant that much to us before. Until then, like you, we'll carry on.
    ~someone's website i found~

    Tuesday, October 9, 2007

    ten commandments of gerard way

    the ten commandments of gerard way
    1.thou shall never let them take you alive
    2.thou shall drink starbucks coffee
    3.thou shall play world of warcraft as an undead warrior
    4.thou shall admit that they are not okay freely
    5.thou shall unleash the f****** bats
    6.thou shall strike violent poses
    7.thou shall stay out of the light
    8.thou shall suck thy enemies blood
    9.thou shall overcome thy weaknesses
    10.thou shall keep on living

    Sunday, October 7, 2007

    darn darn DARN

    okay so i like was typeing song ideas on my grandmothers comp. i forgot to send them to my e-mail and just saved it. alot of my songs are about suicide and or death or drugs u know crap like that. my grandmother aperiantly opened it and read them. i'm so scared about what she thinks of me... my mom deleted them though!!!! d*** i needed those. but still wth do my grandparents must think of me... on the plus sie i got a new computer. maybe people'll stay away from my files!!!! i don't blame gram cuz it's her comp but oh man this sux seriously!!!

    Saturday, October 6, 2007

    Wednesday, August 29, 2007

    projekt revolution!!

    omg i went to pr yesturday right and omg omg omg omg it was the best day of my life! so far. lol like firsty i meat this really awsome girl named katie and then these other to named nicole and shelby. while we waited 4 the bigger bands we watched some of the smaller bands like the bled, and mindless self indulgance (gerard is dateing the bassist) so then i los my ticket while in the outer part of the mosh pit. katie was looking around for it and guess who we see on a loft thingy magig dancing with a few other people.. gerard!! omg katie went and got nicole and shelby. when they came back the we asked the security guard if it was really him and he said yess so we all got out or cell ophone and screamed "GERARD!! GERARD!! TURN AROUND GERARD!!!!!!!!"
    finally gerard turned around for a second but he didn't see us so them turned back and started clapping and shaking his groove thing lol no he was just clapping w/ the music lol. soo finally the big bands vcame on
    first was julien k i've nevger herd of them but they were awsome the lead singer and piano ghuy took there shirts off.
    next was placebo they were good but i expected better.
    him came on and i was like wtf? ville (the singer dude) stood oin one spot the whole hour and didn't move i think he got hurt though so idk.
    finally takeing back sunday wasa one. for the whole time they were on katie and i screamed "I LOVE YOU ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ADANM LAZZERA WEEEEEEEE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!( OR HOW EVER THE HECK U SPELL HIS LAST NAME)"
    then omg finally...MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE COMES ON!!!!!!!!!
    the fire omg the fire!!!!! i could seriously feel the heat!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so epic!!! gerard was like "okay syracuse you may not be the best adience we've had through out the tour i know go a head boo me" and i did "but you sure as hell are my favorite adience!! i love the passion u all got here!!!!!!!!!" it was the bestshow ever. gerard b4 singing "you know what they do to guys like us in prison from there second album three cheers for sweet revenge" he say " okay all u guys out there the girls are wayyyy louder than you here!! but.. but this song is for just the guys because a want all opf the guys to take there shirts off and swing them in the air!" i must've lost my voice buy them but i still screamed as loud as i could!! and sand to EVERY song they did. gerard then stuck some wierd pink scarf thing partly down his pants and walke around whith it hanging out saying "hey! what are you laughing at?"
    it was halerious!! i love him so much. i was disa pointed thopug because frank didn't talk or really do anything duribg the concert you could tell something was wrong but w/e it wasd the best show!!
    last but not least linkin park came out. for an "older" performer CHESTER LOOKS REAL HOT W/ HIS SHIRT OFF!!. LOL, AND MIKE LOOK ABSOLUTLY FABULOUSE TOO. it was so cool because each band had a different back round. lp started with a ihitwe sheet in front of the whole stagethat was lifted offf to reveal the bang. there "backroud" though was also a whit sheet thing but it had haligras on it ussually it was the music video for the sondg they were playing and aometimes it was the symbols for the albnum they were playing. they did great!!! i was like omg is that really like linkin park??? lol
    all in all it was a GREAT and BEUTIFUL, DARK, but FUN, EDGY and EMOTIONAL performance all togethr!!!! god bless every band and crew member there plus the fans for being there. becaus together the AWSOME performance and the crowds PASSION it was the best day of my life! i will defanitially go to another mcr or linkin park or any o the other band's concerts again!
    thanks for reading i love u all...
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Thursday, August 23, 2007

    this is important please if you care post this in your profile. the world needs people who care enough to do things like this.

    ----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
    ----///--\\\---Feel in pain put this on your file and help someone out who feels that way people need to know they are not alone

    mcr *the angels of rock n roll*

    omg they litterally took their only night of to go sing for a sick girls 16 birthday party!! they are so nice!!

    frankie's so cool he got a tatto for his grandfather. what a sweet heart.
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Friday, August 17, 2007


    ahhhhh my cosin could've gone with me to prjekt rev. but she's not allowed i'm so sad!!!
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Wednesday, August 15, 2007


    I'M GOING OUT OF MY F*****G MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY SOMOME HELP!!!!
    XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

    Monday, August 13, 2007


    finally!!! i'm back fr. the cruise!!! i'm not going to get into detail it was fun but the pool WAS FREEZING AND SALT WATER!!! f. ing cheapskates. but there was 24/7 food and it was all free plus they had a harry chest compotition. i mean wut girl doesn't like watching a bunch of guys BELLY DANCE w/ there shirts off?????? to bad they were all old except for 2 of em. it was fun lol
    omg my bf's mom is in the hospital i hope she's alright!!!
    xoxox niki (///. 0)

    Sunday, July 29, 2007


    omg i'm soooo sick i feel like i'm going to die!!!
    XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

    Tuesday, July 24, 2007


    okaymy dad's flight to philidalphia was delayed now the one back is delayed so because his flught was delayed he's going to miss his flight back home wic means he has to schedual a latr flight home!!!!!! he was somposed to be ome today but but now he won't be home till tomarrow!! man i swear i'm so cursed!!
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Sunday, July 22, 2007

    i feel a little bad but not really.

    okay so david asked if i wanted t hang out right... so my mom was like sunday is family day and i told him i couldn't hang out. i really like david but my head hurts my eyes are watering and i feel like i'm going to die!!! i feel so sick... wut do i do!!!! plz help me guys...
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Saturday, July 21, 2007

    i almost had a heart attack.

    david today was all like... nicole i have something to tell you... and my heart dropped i thought it was over.. but then he was all like.... i cut my hair.... i could have killed him!!nbut then i wanted to hug him. man i was scared.
    xoxo niki (///. 0)


    okay my sister has this really awsome friend named marissa she is the coolest!!!
    ily marissa lol she's like in 5th grade she's like a second litttle sister to me!!! plus she's sitting right here. lol
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Friday, July 20, 2007

    my new bf!!

    yes. this guy who is like my brother to me asked me out so now i'm going out w/ him!!! yay!!! i'm happy.
    ily david!!!
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Thursday, July 19, 2007




    hmmmm okay so i went camping this weekend right? so lets start from day one. first of all i was made to ride with my dad and thats not fun because he tottally despises mcr. but w/e so wen we got to the camp ground my parents fought like heck. then my cousins and uncle came down lets put it this way my parents stoped fighting. but my cousins, sister and i went to the arcade. becca and i went on this rollercoaster thing were it felt like we were really on one well no it wasn't exactly the same but w/e. at the arcade there was this kid who seriously followed my cousin and i out on to the p/g it was so annoying. the second day my cousins left. the 3rd day a storm hit and then we went fishing. there was some creepy but friendly old dude that kept trying to talk to us. the 4th day my parents broke camp while my sis and i ent offf. but wen we got back they were all pissed off at us 4 not helping but they were the ones who told us to leave!?! i was like wtf? but u know it was fun esspecially the smores lol
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Friday, July 13, 2007

    awww.. i think

    i was at the mall today and omg there were like 5 litle girls dressed up as princesses and were at that crepy store libby lu or w/e it's called i think it was both cute and creepy! w/e ttyl
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    Thursday, July 12, 2007

    yes this is another pointless post about gerard way

    okay people idk if this will work but i am going to try and copy and paste this article about my idol. i know u guys might not care for him as much but i like bloging about random stuff so if it does not go through and u want to check it out to see hoe crazy i am go to...
    this is the article but again idk if it will work so here i go.
    YES!!!!!! IT WORKED!!!

    Gerard Way: Skinny Goth Buddha
    Posted by pixie 21 hours, 4 minutes ago

    In the past year, My Chemical Romance, as a band, but also as individuals, has been through a lot. Gerard has watched his little brother marry, turned 30, and called off his own engagement. Yet he's very calm and accepting, and full of sage advice.

    It's not entirely surprising, coming from the man who wrote the lyrics to The Black Parade, but some of it strikes a deep chord.

    On turning 30:
    "I actually really looked forward to it, and I was very content. I got a sense of peace from turning 30. I've met a couple of people who are obsessed with retaining their youth and Botox and everything. Each one of those age lines is an experience. Each one of those grey hairs is a good or a bad time you had to go through. I think it's gross that you would want to reverse the aging process, when in fact aging is what makes you more and more special."

    On fan reaction to his engagement:
    "I got a little bit of wind of it," Way says of the frenzy that greeted news of his engagement. I think it was big news more so for the fact that people really couldn't figure out my sexual orientation for the last six years. So I think that, if anything, it gave them a lot of answers.

    When we were on Taste of Chaos, there were people I met in other bands that didn't even think I had relationships or anything, they thought I was some bizarre dude that just locks himself in a coffin every night, some kind of bizarre, over-driven, asexual weirdo."

    On groupies:
    "I didn't take advantage of any of that stuff, like groupies, because I was in a committed relationship at the time (the band began) for a long time, and I had a lot of respect for who I was with. Aside from that, it never interested me. It was all about the show, the creation, the moment and the movement. So I didn't really care. Being very unattached right now, I still don't care about that stuff."

    On home:
    "I constantly have to redefine what real life is for myself. I'm still homeless, and it's starting to get to a point where it's getting really old, and I really need to settle down somewhere. I mean, I'm a very unattached person, so I could kind of drift wherever I want, which is a great, liberating feeling. But sometimes when you're home off the road, if you don't have a home, you start to feel like you're still on tour."

    Most people who have -- or haven't -- met Gerard tend to think of him as "interesting." Although "attractive" could trump it, "interesting" tends to be my first thought as well. Someone so driven to create, to make art -- be it music, drawings, or comics -- that he doesn't really bother to have a home? And considers it "really old," rather than a "holy crap!" sort of situation? Interesting. Someone who doesn't freak out about grey hairs? Interesting.

    For one of the world's biggest rock stars, Gerard has an amazingly laid-back, come-what-may attitude, while simultaneously expressing deep emotions that resonate with millions of people. Perhaps that's what draws fans to him and his music -- both the sense of understanding, as much as the desire to have that same Zen-like attitude. Because it sure as hell is hard to obtain.

    Tuesday, July 10, 2007

    yes no yes no yes no yes no...

    idk if i should be happy or sad or laughing or idk it's horrible but totally horrible in my favor sorta i mean yes i mean no idk what i mean i'm all mixed up.... the point is GERARD ISN'T ENGAGED ANYMORE!!! THE POOR GUY!!! BUT LIKE IT'S AWSOME CUZ HE'S SINGLE AGAIN BUT HE'S 30 AND SINGLE UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO CONFUSED!! i know i should be sad for the poor guy and i am i mean he lost the love of his life. he looked so depressd in the interview (thats what my friend told me). but i can't help be alittle happy because he is single again grrrrrrrr i'm so confused!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!! and to make it worse my friend who is just as obsessed as me is at camp and i can't talk to her and my other friend who really soesn't like mcr but will listen and comfort me is at camp to!!!!! i don't know if i should cry or smile it happened to him twice already!!! the poor (single) guy!!!
    xoxo niki (///. 0)

    listen up all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

    we need to do all we can to make them known!!! phone in radio stations requesting their songs and music channels!! cmon people!!! if you have any merch, wear it!!! haha! hoodies, hats, bags everuything!! tell all your friends! if 1000 fans request once, their songs would be requested 1000 times in one day!!! help th MCRmy and spread the word!**

    Sunday, July 8, 2007

    yeah!!!!!!! i think?!?

    okay well i was alking to someone on youtube and they said that mikey is comeing back and it was a rumor. i;m so happy but they could be wrong i guess i have to wait until septtmber to find out anyway does anyone know if he is or not i have two people saying he's leaving for good and two that say it's a rumer i need on more on either side to know what to belive till then i will try to forget it.

    i was stalked again!!!!

    pkay so i was at my friends house gina, and we went for a walk. so while we were waliking a bunch of old guys in a really old pickup truck pulled up next to us and was like "wich way is heaven angels?" dude they was like wjat 80 yrs old and so gina and i mainly got out of thetre as fast as we cpuld.
    xoxo niki till next time (///. 0)


    hey becca you said that u loved me so i am going to devote this post to you. it would be more chareful if it want for my life being cursed. so this is me i wis u were hear to comfort me but my tears are piontless there is nthing that i can do about it. thanks becca for always being there for mr you rock.
    xoxo niki (///. 0) :,-(

    dude i'm cursed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    no now not only is gerard getting married but now mikey (his brother) is leaving the band because he's married!!!! nooooooooooooooooo dude!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Thursday, July 5, 2007

    I LOVE U MARIAH!!!!!! lol u rock!!!

    hey mariah you are the best thanx for being there for me in my "time of need" lol thanx olivia didn't even answer her phone but thats why i love ya!!!! i mean i made an entire post about u and ussually i only post about important people like gerard lol i'm only kidding ur the best!!! ROCK ON!!!
    xoxo niki (///. o)


    *runs away crying*
    XOXO NIKI (///. 0) i need a hug!!!

    48 hrs with only 6 hours of sleep

    okay like i said my pasion is music and i want to rock out on stage till the day i die. everyone knows sometimes rockers have to go days with little sleep so i wanted to see if i was able to go 48 hours with only 6 hours of sleep. so last night i layed awake until 2 am until i allowed myself to go asleep and i woke up at five. i have stayed awake since it is 11:00 and i am so tired and have the worst headche ever!!!!!!!! tonight i will do the same thing and see if i pass out before 2:00 am. it's like suicide i know but "if life an't just a joke then why are we living?"(dead my chemical romance). yes thats my philosipey and i will stick to it. man i hope i don't pass out tomarrow i amtrying everything not to look tired so people don;t notice but i still look like i'm dead man i am seriously killing myself for the sake of music!!!!! i want it so bad! i'm going to go get a tylonol(i spelled that wrong but i don't care)

    Wednesday, July 4, 2007

    so not fair!!!!!!

    okay so we were soposed to go to this party right my parents were all like ofcourse we'll go and then for no reason they were like were not going!!!!!! wtf? i'm so pissed off!!!! but i'll get over it : ,-C

    projekt revolution here i come!!

    okay so ofcourse i think i already posted that i was going to the projekt revolution tour right well any way i got this email from shock wave saying that at the tour there was ging to be plenty of fire and explosions!!!!!!!!!!omgomgomgomgomg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesyesyesyesyesyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

    Tuesday, July 3, 2007


    XOXO NIKI (///. 0) :'-(

    wow this was random

    dude omg!!! my sister and i, when we were younger, used to watch that teen titens show right so 2day i was eating breakfast and like a few years l8er since we watched the show last my sister just randomly started saying quotes from the show?!? it was wierd lol idk why i posted this but u know thats just me.
    XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

    Monday, July 2, 2007


    okay so like tday was really awsome i went to see my uncle and aunt were they are camping it was alot of fun but like tottally wierd because it nothing wierd or bad happened to me!!!! maybe my bad luck streek is over or my wierd life streak is over!!! yipeeeee!!! ok that was wierd what ever.
    XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

    my boyfriend

    okay it's alittle late for me to post this but i forgot to.
    okay after a relation ship with a guy who could careless if i was alive or dead (well really he was really imature) for a year and a half i finally got the courage to brake up with him. it was at the eith grade grad. i was sick of him being so well you know being a guy(no offense guys) so i wallked up to him witha ll this confidents but when i saw his beutiful puppy dog eyes the confidents drained out of me like water down a drain. but i pushed my self to do it. i must've done something right because he gave me a hug.
    XOXO NIKI (///. O)


    i'm at my grandmothers house right do then i put on my my chem. t shirt my mom doesn't want me to wear it because it has skelitons on it. i guess i sorta under stand... but how am i supposed to be an individual when she doesn't aprove of my out fits!!! ok well i had to say that.
    ~xoxo niki (///. 0)

    awsome icon

    dude i was on aim today and i went to right? so then i put in i love gerard way and this awsome icon came up on the page that said i love rockers and it had a picture of billie joe gerard way and another guy fr. greenday that i can't remember his name.
    xoxo niki

    this is my cousin kelsey she is 4 and loves to type

    ~ okay that was her typing she's so cute.
    xoxo niki~

    dude i am so like nervous so i'll type random stuff

    i will now paste mcr quotes well i have more than this but i will cut it down to 1/4 cuz its so long.
    "Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful."
    "A sock. I don't need this, you can have that back now." Show in Detroit, Joe Louis Arena after fans threw various "gifts" (socks) on stage
    "We are the Black Parade! Coming up next is My Chemical least, if you're into that kinda stuff." show in Hartford CT 2007 (To audience
    )"I saw a sparkler out there, that sh**'s gotta be illegal! That's ok though, I appreciate that sparkler. As long as you don't have any f****n' bottle rockets I'm down with you, man."
    (To audience)"I know something you don't! And that is... I'm not wearing any underwear!" (Crowd screams)
    "We're gonna get sexy for a minute! Ooh. Lemme see you clap your hands."
    "At times there will be people out there who are willing to do anything to put you down! But don't EVER solve that with violence! Cause you're faster then them, better then them, and a H*** alot better looking then them!"
    Playing in Stockholm, November 8th 2006 "Mikey here thinks that nobody in here likes him..."
    Playing in Stockholm, November 8th 2006 Gerard: "Who wants to go out...not out with me, out of the mosh."
    MCR Concert, Luna Park BigTop, Sydney, Australia. 26th January 2007 Gerard: “What I did realize on the Big Day Out, and that is, that we don't fit in with f*****g anybody!"
    *Crowds screams* January 23rd, Concert at The Tivoli, Brisbane "Look at me with my pretty bracelet and tiara, I'm a f*****' princess!"
    "This room is weird. Like the shape of it. It's... odd..." Between songs while playing Festival Hall in Melbourne [29th January]
    "When you're touring and the minute you tell someone that you're from Jersey it's the equivalent of telling them you just got out of jail."
    "It takes me a while to tell stories. I think it's because I was drunk for three years." Alternative Press December 2004
    "For me, [being onstage] is me being everything I always wanted to be," he says. "It erases everything I hate about myself. Nothing can hurt me. I feel invincible. I feel like everyone else on that stage is invincible and we're capable of anything. There's no stopping us."
    Alternative Press December 2004 "Uh, actually, we like to kidnap them in a van, and tie them up, and leave them somewhere dangerous. SURPRISE!" When asked what kinds of surprises the band likes to do for their fans on fuse TV.)
    "We have always had a desire to be a theatrical band, even when we were playing basements. You know we were the most theatrical band in a basement you probably would ever see." Frank: "It's true."
    Interview in L.A. "Be yourself, don't take anyone's s****, and never let them take you alive."
    The album booklet for the CD “Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge” "'s funny you mention that, because I'm still living in a basement. I've just moved back in with my mom."
    KROQ, rambling after performing 'Prison' "We're not a festival band, playing during the day was something we had to get over, I was like...uh, this sun stuff kind of sucks."
    "If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen-year-old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."
    "It tastes like somebody stole my wallet."
    AP interview, December 06 "It's insanely gleeful...This record is like running around a field of flowers with a butcher knife." Blender interview "F*** yeah; I’m going to get some comfortable pants! Why stop there? Maybe a nice cable knit sweater. Maybe I’ll buy a house for my thirtieth birthday next year. I’m gonna get a Dodge Stratus. I’m gonna go to Blockbuster. I’m gonna get whatever shower curtain I want. Because I deserve it."
    Blender interview "None. I think we should send a country some cupcakes. You think some cupcakes would cheer up North Korea? Kill ’em with deliciousness."
    When asked by Blender what the next country the US would save should be "I really hate physical violence, but there’s this one where this kid is talking s*** forever to this other kid, and the dude gets into this weird jujitsu pose and just knocks him out with one punch." When asked by Blender what the funniest You Tube video of 2006 was Interviewer:
    "You're pretty young guys, what turns you on?" Gerard: "Wow, I'm not that young, so..." Interviewer: “Really? But you can still get turned on, I mean..." Gerard: "Bengay!" Mikey: "Uh, Coke Zero." Frank: "Good stuff." Ray: "Sleep!" Frank: *laughs* Gerard: "Bob, what turns you on, man?" Bob: "Slippers." Patient: "Well, I'm dead, so..." Interviewer: "Oh, I guess you don't get turned on." Frank: "My fiancée. That's it." Gerard: “Aw.” Ray: "Hey! You can't say that! You can't say it!" Frank: "You didn't say it!" Gerard: "You can't!" Frank: "Oh yeah, I'm getting presents now!"
    Spike TV Scream Awards interview, 2006 “So, there’s been a lot of talk about us being a part of an ‘emo death cult.’” Crowd: *laughs* Gerard: “Well, I guess you’re in on the secret!”
    **At the Y101, Snowball 2006 Concert in VA "Like the band really saved all our lives, so it's kind of our way of getting back with the band, is to try to save other people's lives."
    "What I like about The Sims is that I don't have a normal life at all, so I play this game where these people have these really boring, mundane lives. It's fun. My Sims family is called the Cholly family. I don't know why I picked that name; it's kind of random. The teenage daughter is my favorite, because I just had her go through this Goth phase. She's really kind of nerdy and she just became a concert violinist, which is pretty huge for the family. And she got into private school. But she started wearing black lipstick and she dyed her hair purple. It's pretty huge."

    "People don't know if I’m gay, straight or an alien from outer space... it’s funny."
    Kerrang interview About Freddie Mercury: "Well, he's my biggest inspiration, and not just as a songwriter, but as a human being. He was somebody who was very unashamed of what he was, and he didn't care, I mean, like, he'd dress up like a harlequin, rock half a mic stand... but, I mean, who could beat him?"
    On Channel 4's 'My Chemical Romance Profile' show, UK TV "When this stops being special, when we become part of the problem, it will be time to quit. It can happen on the next record or five records from now. When this stops meaning something, we'll all walk away."
    **'Spin' magazine interview "I was really bummed 'cause last year on Warped Tour I got a really bad sun tan, [---] 'cause I'm half italian so I tan really good." "Really?" "Yeah, it's a bummer."
    Steven's Untitled Rock Show - FUSE (My Chemical Romance Make-Up Tips) "There's this crazy band playing, basically letting him know that he's dead" Making the video for 'Welcome to the Black Parade'
    Mikey: F*** you! Gerard: F*** yourself! Mikey: Go f*** a cow! Gerard: Go f*** a toaster and turn it on! Mikey: Go f*** you mom! Gerard: She's your mom too, dumba**!
    "Coming up next... I have a knot in my hair." Interviewer: “Wild night out or romantic night in?” Frank: “Romantic night in.” Mikey "Wild night out." Gerard: *grins* "Wild night in."
    AOL this or that interview "In the UK they're intoxicated, wasted. 2pm - wasted ... but extremely enthusiastic, really pure." Talking about fans in the UK - Fuse interview
    "Canada's difficult to operate in, 'cause their money's all weird and funny. It's got funny colours and border-crossing's a pain in the butt. But other than that, once you get over the border, and you deal with the funny coloured money, everything's really awesome."
    : "What are your nicknames on tour for each other 'cause I've heard that you guys nickname absolutely everything and everyone." Gerard: "Yeah, everybody has a nickname. Let's see, uh, *points to Bob* we call him 'Bob-o-san', uh, *points to Ray* 'Torosaurus', *points to Mikey* 'The Wheeze', Frank we refer to as 'F-Lero', and for some reason everybody calls me...uh, 'Uncle Jiggy'..." "I'm not psychotic... I just like psychotic things."
    "The only place I'm really scared of was the Tenderloin. I walked out of the bus in my makeup and costume and some dude on the other side of the street in front of a crack house yelled 'Better stay on that side of the street motherf*****, I'll knock you out!'"
    "I'm sick of seeing my face. But I'm allowed to be sick of seeing my face, 'cause it's my f*****' face. Know what I'm sayin'?"
    "This s*** is easy peasy pumpkin peasy... pumpkin pie motherf*****!"
    "One by one, penguins are stealing my sanity..."
    "If you ever see s***** a** rock dudes in s***** a** rock bands asking you to show them your breast for a backstage pass, I want you to spit right in their f***** face and yell F*** YOU!”
    "It's that women's cut... they always fall down." (Commenting after his pants fell down during a performance on Warped Tour)
    "It's for the hamster that I'm gonna buy! This is so perfect!” (Gerard after opening a hamster cage at Christmas) Frank: "You really have to love someone to...smell them at their worst." Gerard: "Yeah...I get pretty gruesome, too." "So many people are gonna treat you like you're a kid. So, you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window."
    “Just to know that it's okay to be messed up, ‘cause there’s five dudes that are just as messed as you are.”
    “Who’s going to see Morrissey tomorrow here? F*** yeah dude, what like 10 of you?”
    "I wake up in the morning and I drink a lot of f**** coffee all day and I smoke a lot of f***** cigarettes and it sucks."
    "I am the master of the wicket..." (In the making of the 'I'm Not Okay' video)
    "This kickball game, this is the most fun I've had. It was biblical, amazing, and dramatic and I f***** up a little but I was shh I was good."
    Ray: "Did you kick him in the balls?" Frank: "Yeah..." Gerard: "It just hurt but I didn't care but I was wondering, what he was doing over there in the first place and I was like, "Whoa he's playing over there," and then he kicked me in the balls and I was just like..."What did I do?"
    Me and Mikey, we are like a married couple. We share the same CD's etc. "We're trying to figure out how to play croquet by ourselves, because we don't know. I think Frank knows a little, but..."

    okay yes i'm done this was really pointlesss to do

    Sunday, July 1, 2007

    ghost rider

    Okay so i was at my friends house for a party (yah i know i party too much lol) and we were watching ghost rider right so i went upstairs for a minute and when i came back down stairs i saw some guy on the screen of course i didn't know who he was soposed to be in the movie. i was like that guy is so hot!!!!! and my friend was like niki thats the devils son. i was like OMG and sat down.
    now thats bad i thought the devils son was hot.
    XOXO Niki

    omg dude creepy hot guys!!!!

    okay so iwas at spash down thursday for a party with my friend gina. we were supposed to be walking back to the car but we wanted to go on to 1 more ride b4 we left. me and my friends ariana and kayly went over to the water slide for one miore time. as we were walking to the slides there was this group of REALLY HOT GUYS BEHIND US so wjhile we were walking my other friend spoted us and asked us were we were going and we were like we wanted to go on one more ride and then the guys behind us were like
    "i'll take you for a ride" omg it was so freaky!!!!!! so then they followed us all the way to the slide and went right after us on it wich was kinda wierd. then we went to the car and lucckly didn't see them again.
    XOXO niki

    omg i was stalked!!!!

    okay this is niki and becca talking. we went to mall today and there was this guy at borders the book store. i saw the new linkin park cd an me being me reached for it and yelled HEY BABY!!! then this really wierd guy who worked there was like hey how are u can i help u find something?dude how rude!!!! i mean like its the 21st century who says may i help u anymore?!? any way then we were by this norah jones music secsions. becca and i were looking at her dress and thought it was cool. then bec was like who is she and then we felt this thing on our shoulders. it was the the guys head and then he stood up and was like who norah jones. he was wierd but not as wierd as the guy in hot topic (my favorite store ever!! lol like u needed to know that) and he was in all black. he had a black cape and a man purse (all hail the man purse) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his eye shadow tottally outlined his eye socket but a little more like to his nose. he was very pale w/ red around his mouth. he was w/ some guy in a white shirt. okay dude in the cape if ur reading this u rock go individuality!!!! lol okay this was really long hope u enjoyed!!
    (it's all norah jones fault!!!!!! lol jk idk)
    k if u don't believe me or want to read it from becca's point of view then go to
    XOXO Niki