Friday, December 7, 2007

i'mmmmm soooooo mad

omg omg i was @ davids in his room w/ some friends and found out my mom was spying on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg wtf! i'm so scaredi'm gonna b grounded now! i'm gonna die!!!!!
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Thursday, December 6, 2007

hehehehe

omg i'm soooooooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'md doing hw sooooo bored














xoxox niki (///. 0)

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

omg omg omg like the other morning i was in the shower and something felt wierd so i looked down.... i hadn't taken my bra off!!! i was like omg.... so in spanish i passed a note to my friend kim and she read it but then put in on the side of her desk this guy picked it up and read it! now he wobn't leave me a lone about it irt was sooo funny
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Thursday, November 22, 2007

lol reminders

http://www.mcr-online.co.uk/top50.php
www.livejournal.com *add1 to orig pass
http://mcr.hopelesshearts.org/index.php?action=displaycat&catid=11

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

oh man i WANT TO KILL SOMEONE I SHOULDN'T WANT TO KILL. :-( I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CONFUSED. I WANT TO KIL THE M***** F****** B******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk though :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( what an insensitive A**H*** i mean it's not like he or she said anything meaan but thats the point i feel ignored. :,-( :,-(

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I HATE HONORSA PROGRAM SOOOO MUCH!!!!

http://books.google.com/books?id=S2PPPjD_asYC&pg=PT74&dq=music+used+in+movies&sig=4N2y-y-236YJqxGEzBWV46TGSOE
http://lasomnambule.pbwiki.com/AnalogyDrugsMusic

omg i HATE honors program!!!!

http://www.missouriwestern.edu/psychology/research/psy302/spring97/andrea_mccullough.html

http://www.2knowmyself.com/Music_therapy/changing_your_mood_using_music_stress

http://www.tuneyourbrain.com/

http://www.exampleessays.com/essay_search/How_Music_Can_Affect_A_Person_Mood.html

http://www.sixwise.com/newsletters/06/10/05/how_classical_music_can_reduce_crime_benefit_your_mood_and_increase_your_spending.htm

Friday, November 9, 2007

they say you never forget your first kiss....

i got my first kiss today lucky me but all the sudden my dad and alen come bargeing out of nowhere scaring the sh** outa me!!! well the day went by as normal my parents hasd a party my mnos got wasted threatened david. my dad got a little "wierd" everyone except mary gotm wasted so i went for a walk w/ david. i must have sounded crazy omg i was babbling everything held up inside except somestuff but i can't believe i said all that omg we talked so much about our futures and death it was so depressing but thats the problem w/ me i liked it after i knew i made a mistake i want to cry so much but i've done to much damage 4 now. i know what it's like to die inside.... i think i just did....
all i have to say is "GOD PLEASE DON'T HAVE HIM THINK I'M MENTAL...... HEAVEN HELP US WE NEED YOU...."
xoxo niki I(////. 0)

Friday, October 19, 2007

okay the black parade is officially over well the tour is the songs arn't just now nstead of playing through the black parade in there marching unifo

okay the black parade is officially over well the tour is but the songs arn't the band will still tour but instead they will sing othersongs like i'm not okay (i promise) helen you know what they do to guys like us in prison ect....... oka

This is such a great, great record for so many reasons. Many of them revolve around the fact that I am much, much too old for it. I was a goth the first time round for Bauhaus and Sisters Of Mercy and The Mission and, back then, when I fell in love with boys in tight black jeans and eyeliner and too much hair dye and an obsession with death, I knew that a part of my soul would always belong to them.

But never did I expect that at the age of 36 any popular music would still have the power to swell my heart and raise the hairs on the back of my neck quite as much as this. And certainly not a concept album that owes so much to Kurt Weill and Bertolt Brecht, Queen and The Rocky Horror Show.

Like The Libertines in black and white or a monochrome Sgt Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band, Gerard Way and his cohorts are here to save rock 'n' roll from manufactured reality TV stars and bland R&B, whether in the opening stomp of The End, the manic guitar intro of Dead! or the crashing stadium anthem of The Sharpest Lives.

Piano ballads? They've got those licked too - and with names like Cancer and Disenchanted, they're reminding us that music that means this much should never take itself too seriously.

And there's *that* intro. Minimal, fragile, delicate, heart-rending as it grows, gently swells and then bursts into more life than you'll ever live, beating to the drum of your heart. If this album contained nothing but its title track it would still be the greatest thing you'd heard this year. Close your eyes and let it take you back to the best moments of your life before you're too old to remember how great they felt.

I Don't Love You drips with the kind of romance The Smiths longed for (but no-one ever loved them enough). House Of Wolves is pure rock 'n' roll - a true descendent of all the best bits of grunge, but with better clothes. Teenagers is just fun, through and through.

This is an album which references music hall theatricality, marching band propaganda, religious pomp, punk energy and, perhaps more surprising than anything, an overarching sense of fun. This is a band who not only have a sense of humour but who revel in it. We've seen it before on tracks such as You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison and I'm Not Okay (I Promise) but this time round My Chemical Romance are not going to let up. They're going to grab you round the neck and squeeze so much that it hurts not only when you laugh but even when you breathe.

However much they hate the tag, this is as emotional as music gets, full of those perfect moments when everything - fashion, street culture, youth movement, Daily Mail smear campaigns and unbearably fantastic songs - come together in blissful harmony and the record-buying public unites to put it where it belongs: at the top of the charts.

Gerard, you'll never top this. You probably know that yourself. But other bands will. It may take one year, it may take 10, but they will come and they will mean as much to us as this did. And, when we hear them, we'll close our eyes and remember all the others that have meant that much to us before. Until then, like you, we'll carry on.
~someone's website i found~

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

ten commandments of gerard way

the ten commandments of gerard way
1.thou shall never let them take you alive
2.thou shall drink starbucks coffee
3.thou shall play world of warcraft as an undead warrior
4.thou shall admit that they are not okay freely
5.thou shall unleash the f****** bats
6.thou shall strike violent poses
7.thou shall stay out of the light
8.thou shall suck thy enemies blood
9.thou shall overcome thy weaknesses
10.thou shall keep on living

Sunday, October 7, 2007

darn darn DARN

okay so i like was typeing song ideas on my grandmothers comp. i forgot to send them to my e-mail and just saved it. alot of my songs are about suicide and or death or drugs u know crap like that. my grandmother aperiantly opened it and read them. i'm so scared about what she thinks of me... my mom deleted them though!!!! d*** i needed those. but still wth do my grandparents must think of me... on the plus sie i got a new computer. maybe people'll stay away from my files!!!! i don't blame gram cuz it's her comp but oh man this sux seriously!!!

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

projekt revolution!!

omg i went to pr yesturday right and omg omg omg omg it was the best day of my life! so far. lol like firsty i meat this really awsome girl named katie and then these other to named nicole and shelby. while we waited 4 the bigger bands we watched some of the smaller bands like the bled, and mindless self indulgance (gerard is dateing the bassist) so then i los my ticket while in the outer part of the mosh pit. katie was looking around for it and guess who we see on a loft thingy magig dancing with a few other people.. gerard!! omg katie went and got nicole and shelby. when they came back the we asked the security guard if it was really him and he said yess so we all got out or cell ophone and screamed "GERARD!! GERARD!! TURN AROUND GERARD!!!!!!!!"
finally gerard turned around for a second but he didn't see us so them turned back and started clapping and shaking his groove thing lol no he was just clapping w/ the music lol. soo finally the big bands vcame on
first was julien k i've nevger herd of them but they were awsome the lead singer and piano ghuy took there shirts off.
next was placebo they were good but i expected better.
him came on and i was like wtf? ville (the singer dude) stood oin one spot the whole hour and didn't move i think he got hurt though so idk.
finally takeing back sunday wasa one. for the whole time they were on katie and i screamed "I LOVE YOU ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ADANM LAZZERA WEEEEEEEE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!( OR HOW EVER THE HECK U SPELL HIS LAST NAME)"
then omg finally...MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE COMES ON!!!!!!!!!
the fire omg the fire!!!!! i could seriously feel the heat!!!!!!!!!!!! it was so epic!!! gerard was like "okay syracuse you may not be the best adience we've had through out the tour i know go a head boo me" and i did "but you sure as hell are my favorite adience!! i love the passion u all got here!!!!!!!!!" it was the bestshow ever. gerard b4 singing "you know what they do to guys like us in prison from there second album three cheers for sweet revenge" he say " okay all u guys out there the girls are wayyyy louder than you here!! but.. but this song is for just the guys because a want all opf the guys to take there shirts off and swing them in the air!" i must've lost my voice buy them but i still screamed as loud as i could!! and sand to EVERY song they did. gerard then stuck some wierd pink scarf thing partly down his pants and walke around whith it hanging out saying "hey! what are you laughing at?"
it was halerious!! i love him so much. i was disa pointed thopug because frank didn't talk or really do anything duribg the concert you could tell something was wrong but w/e it wasd the best show!!
last but not least linkin park came out. for an "older" performer CHESTER LOOKS REAL HOT W/ HIS SHIRT OFF!!. LOL, AND MIKE LOOK ABSOLUTLY FABULOUSE TOO. it was so cool because each band had a different back round. lp started with a ihitwe sheet in front of the whole stagethat was lifted offf to reveal the bang. there "backroud" though was also a whit sheet thing but it had haligras on it ussually it was the music video for the sondg they were playing and aometimes it was the symbols for the albnum they were playing. they did great!!! i was like omg is that really like linkin park??? lol
all in all it was a GREAT and BEUTIFUL, DARK, but FUN, EDGY and EMOTIONAL performance all togethr!!!! god bless every band and crew member there plus the fans for being there. becaus together the AWSOME performance and the crowds PASSION it was the best day of my life! i will defanitially go to another mcr or linkin park or any o the other band's concerts again!
thanks for reading i love u all...
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Thursday, August 23, 2007

this is important please if you care post this in your profile. the world needs people who care enough to do things like this.

----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
---|||---|||---Alone
---|||---|||---Hated
---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depressed
------///\-----or
-----///\\\----just
----///--\\\---Feel in pain put this on your file and help someone out who feels that way people need to know they are not alone

mcr *the angels of rock n roll*

http://www.shoutmouth.com/index.php/news/25367

omg they litterally took their only night of to go sing for a sick girls 16 birthday party!! they are so nice!!

http://www.shoutmouth.com/index.php/news/25351


frankie's so cool he got a tatto for his grandfather. what a sweet heart.
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Friday, August 17, 2007

nooooooooo

ahhhhh my cosin could've gone with me to prjekt rev. but she's not allowed i'm so sad!!!
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

HELP!!!!

I'M GOING OUT OF MY F*****G MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY SOMOME HELP!!!!
XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

Monday, August 13, 2007

cruise

finally!!! i'm back fr. the cruise!!! i'm not going to get into detail it was fun but the pool WAS FREEZING AND SALT WATER!!! f. ing cheapskates. but there was 24/7 food and it was all free plus they had a harry chest compotition. i mean wut girl doesn't like watching a bunch of guys BELLY DANCE w/ there shirts off?????? to bad they were all old except for 2 of em. it was fun lol
omg my bf's mom is in the hospital i hope she's alright!!!
xoxox niki (///. 0)

Sunday, July 29, 2007

sick

omg i'm soooo sick i feel like i'm going to die!!!
XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

okaymy dad's flight to philidalphia was delayed now the one back is delayed so because his flught was delayed he's going to miss his flight back home wic means he has to schedual a latr flight home!!!!!! he was somposed to be ome today but but now he won't be home till tomarrow!! man i swear i'm so cursed!!
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

i feel a little bad but not really.

okay so david asked if i wanted t hang out right... so my mom was like sunday is family day and i told him i couldn't hang out. i really like david but my head hurts my eyes are watering and i feel like i'm going to die!!! i feel so sick... wut do i do!!!! plz help me guys...
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Saturday, July 21, 2007

i almost had a heart attack.

david today was all like... nicole i have something to tell you... and my heart dropped i thought it was over.. but then he was all like.... i cut my hair.... i could have killed him!!nbut then i wanted to hug him. man i was scared.
xoxo niki (///. 0)

marissa!!

okay my sister has this really awsome friend named marissa she is the coolest!!!
ily marissa lol she's like in 5th grade she's like a second litttle sister to me!!! plus she's sitting right here. lol
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Friday, July 20, 2007

my new bf!!

yes. this guy who is like my brother to me asked me out so now i'm going out w/ him!!! yay!!! i'm happy.
ily david!!!
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Thursday, July 19, 2007

ARRRRGGGGGGGGG

IMA PIRATE

camping

hmmmm okay so i went camping this weekend right? so lets start from day one. first of all i was made to ride with my dad and thats not fun because he tottally despises mcr. but w/e so wen we got to the camp ground my parents fought like heck. then my cousins and uncle came down lets put it this way my parents stoped fighting. but my cousins, sister and i went to the arcade. becca and i went on this rollercoaster thing were it felt like we were really on one well no it wasn't exactly the same but w/e. at the arcade there was this kid who seriously followed my cousin and i out on to the p/g it was so annoying. the second day my cousins left. the 3rd day a storm hit and then we went fishing. there was some creepy but friendly old dude that kept trying to talk to us. the 4th day my parents broke camp while my sis and i ent offf. but wen we got back they were all pissed off at us 4 not helping but they were the ones who told us to leave!?! i was like wtf? but u know it was fun esspecially the smores lol
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Friday, July 13, 2007

awww.. i think

i was at the mall today and omg there were like 5 litle girls dressed up as princesses and were at that crepy store libby lu or w/e it's called i think it was both cute and creepy! w/e ttyl
xoxo niki (///. 0)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

yes this is another pointless post about gerard way

okay people idk if this will work but i am going to try and copy and paste this article about my idol. i know u guys might not care for him as much but i like bloging about random stuff so if it does not go through and u want to check it out to see hoe crazy i am go to... http://www.shoutmouth.com/index.php/news/21796
this is the article but again idk if it will work so here i go.
YES!!!!!! IT WORKED!!!


Gerard Way: Skinny Goth Buddha
Posted by pixie 21 hours, 4 minutes ago

In the past year, My Chemical Romance, as a band, but also as individuals, has been through a lot. Gerard has watched his little brother marry, turned 30, and called off his own engagement. Yet he's very calm and accepting, and full of sage advice.

It's not entirely surprising, coming from the man who wrote the lyrics to The Black Parade, but some of it strikes a deep chord.

On turning 30:
"I actually really looked forward to it, and I was very content. I got a sense of peace from turning 30. I've met a couple of people who are obsessed with retaining their youth and Botox and everything. Each one of those age lines is an experience. Each one of those grey hairs is a good or a bad time you had to go through. I think it's gross that you would want to reverse the aging process, when in fact aging is what makes you more and more special."

On fan reaction to his engagement:
"I got a little bit of wind of it," Way says of the frenzy that greeted news of his engagement. I think it was big news more so for the fact that people really couldn't figure out my sexual orientation for the last six years. So I think that, if anything, it gave them a lot of answers.

When we were on Taste of Chaos, there were people I met in other bands that didn't even think I had relationships or anything, they thought I was some bizarre dude that just locks himself in a coffin every night, some kind of bizarre, over-driven, asexual weirdo."

On groupies:
"I didn't take advantage of any of that stuff, like groupies, because I was in a committed relationship at the time (the band began) for a long time, and I had a lot of respect for who I was with. Aside from that, it never interested me. It was all about the show, the creation, the moment and the movement. So I didn't really care. Being very unattached right now, I still don't care about that stuff."

On home:
"I constantly have to redefine what real life is for myself. I'm still homeless, and it's starting to get to a point where it's getting really old, and I really need to settle down somewhere. I mean, I'm a very unattached person, so I could kind of drift wherever I want, which is a great, liberating feeling. But sometimes when you're home off the road, if you don't have a home, you start to feel like you're still on tour."

Most people who have -- or haven't -- met Gerard tend to think of him as "interesting." Although "attractive" could trump it, "interesting" tends to be my first thought as well. Someone so driven to create, to make art -- be it music, drawings, or comics -- that he doesn't really bother to have a home? And considers it "really old," rather than a "holy crap!" sort of situation? Interesting. Someone who doesn't freak out about grey hairs? Interesting.

For one of the world's biggest rock stars, Gerard has an amazingly laid-back, come-what-may attitude, while simultaneously expressing deep emotions that resonate with millions of people. Perhaps that's what draws fans to him and his music -- both the sense of understanding, as much as the desire to have that same Zen-like attitude. Because it sure as hell is hard to obtain.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

yes no yes no yes no yes no...

idk if i should be happy or sad or laughing or idk it's horrible but totally horrible in my favor sorta i mean yes i mean no idk what i mean i'm all mixed up.... the point is GERARD ISN'T ENGAGED ANYMORE!!! THE POOR GUY!!! BUT LIKE IT'S AWSOME CUZ HE'S SINGLE AGAIN BUT HE'S 30 AND SINGLE UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M SO CONFUSED!! i know i should be sad for the poor guy and i am i mean he lost the love of his life. he looked so depressd in the interview (thats what my friend told me). but i can't help be alittle happy because he is single again grrrrrrrr i'm so confused!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!! and to make it worse my friend who is just as obsessed as me is at camp and i can't talk to her and my other friend who really soesn't like mcr but will listen and comfort me is at camp to!!!!! i don't know if i should cry or smile it happened to him twice already!!! the poor (single) guy!!!
xoxo niki (///. 0)

listen up all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

** International We Love MCR Day is on the 23rd of July** CELEBRATE!!!!! THE BEST HOLIDAY EVER !!! PASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE WHO U KNOW LOVES MCR AND ON JULY 23RD POST I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IN UR PROFILE! QUICK TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!! WE NEED TO PASS THIS TO EVERYONE I AM SENDING ONE TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON YOUTUBE AND ON EVERY VIDEO DON'T FOR GET TO POST I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ON THE 23RD
we need to do all we can to make them known!!! phone in radio stations requesting their songs and music channels!! cmon people!!! if you have any merch, wear it!!! haha! hoodies, hats, bags everuything!! tell all your friends! if 1000 fans request once, their songs would be requested 1000 times in one day!!! help th MCRmy and spread the word!**

Sunday, July 8, 2007

yeah!!!!!!! i think?!?

okay well i was alking to someone on youtube and they said that mikey is comeing back and it was a rumor. i;m so happy but they could be wrong i guess i have to wait until septtmber to find out anyway does anyone know if he is or not i have two people saying he's leaving for good and two that say it's a rumer i need on more on either side to know what to belive till then i will try to forget it.

i was stalked again!!!!

pkay so i was at my friends house gina, and we went for a walk. so while we were waliking a bunch of old guys in a really old pickup truck pulled up next to us and was like "wich way is heaven angels?" dude they was like wjat 80 yrs old and so gina and i mainly got out of thetre as fast as we cpuld.
xoxo niki till next time (///. 0)

becca

hey becca you said that u loved me so i am going to devote this post to you. it would be more chareful if it want for my life being cursed. so this is me i wis u were hear to comfort me but my tears are piontless there is nthing that i can do about it. thanks becca for always being there for mr you rock.
xoxo niki (///. 0) :,-(

dude i'm cursed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no now not only is gerard getting married but now mikey (his brother) is leaving the band because he's married!!!! nooooooooooooooooo dude!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, July 5, 2007

I LOVE U MARIAH!!!!!! lol u rock!!!

hey mariah you are the best thanx for being there for me in my "time of need" lol thanx olivia didn't even answer her phone but thats why i love ya!!!! i mean i made an entire post about u and ussually i only post about important people like gerard lol i'm only kidding ur the best!!! ROCK ON!!!
xoxo niki (///. o)

nononononononononononononononononnonononononononononono!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOO!!! DUDE I THOUGHT GERARD WAS ONLY GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE IT TURNS OUT THAT HE'S ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!! I THOUGHT I KNEW WHO BUT NOW I'M NOT SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE WORLD HAS LOST IT'S GREATEST BACHELOR (WAIT I SPELLED THAT WRONG!!! OH WHO CARES!!!) I AM GOING TO GO CRY IN MY ROOM AND NEVER COME OUT!!!!! WELL I GUESS I'M HAPPY FOR HIM HE is thirty and deserves a good women i hope she treats him right and i hope their marrage lasts.
*runs away crying*
XOXO NIKI (///. 0) i need a hug!!!

48 hrs with only 6 hours of sleep

okay like i said my pasion is music and i want to rock out on stage till the day i die. everyone knows sometimes rockers have to go days with little sleep so i wanted to see if i was able to go 48 hours with only 6 hours of sleep. so last night i layed awake until 2 am until i allowed myself to go asleep and i woke up at five. i have stayed awake since it is 11:00 and i am so tired and have the worst headche ever!!!!!!!! tonight i will do the same thing and see if i pass out before 2:00 am. it's like suicide i know but "if life an't just a joke then why are we living?"(dead my chemical romance). yes thats my philosipey and i will stick to it. man i hope i don't pass out tomarrow i amtrying everything not to look tired so people don;t notice but i still look like i'm dead man i am seriously killing myself for the sake of music!!!!! i want it so bad! i'm going to go get a tylonol(i spelled that wrong but i don't care)
XOXO NIKI

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

so not fair!!!!!!

okay so we were soposed to go to this party right my parents were all like ofcourse we'll go and then for no reason they were like were not going!!!!!! wtf? i'm so pissed off!!!! but i'll get over it : ,-C
XOXO NIKI

projekt revolution here i come!!

okay so ofcourse i think i already posted that i was going to the projekt revolution tour right well any way i got this email from shock wave saying that at the tour there was ging to be plenty of fire and explosions!!!!!!!!!!omgomgomgomgomg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesyesyesyesyesyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Noooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL NEVER LOVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GERARD WAY HAS A GIRL FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T GET ME WRONG I'M HAPPY FOR HIM AND I WILL STILL LOVE HIM HE IS MY IDOL. I WANT TO CRAWL IN A HOLE AND NEVER COME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I GUESS ITS FOR THE BEST HE'S ATHIRTY YEAR OLD YOU DESERVS A GOOD WOMAN BECAUSE HE IS SO AWSOME!!!!!! UI'M STIL SAD THOUGH :'-(
I WANT TO CRY BUT SMILE AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XOXO NIKI (///. 0) :'-(

wow this was random

dude omg!!! my sister and i, when we were younger, used to watch that teen titens show right so 2day i was eating breakfast and like a few years l8er since we watched the show last my sister just randomly started saying quotes from the show?!? it was wierd lol idk why i posted this but u know thats just me.
XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

Monday, July 2, 2007

dude!!!!

okay so like tday was really awsome i went to see my uncle and aunt were they are camping it was alot of fun but like tottally wierd because it nothing wierd or bad happened to me!!!! maybe my bad luck streek is over or my wierd life streak is over!!! yipeeeee!!! ok that was wierd what ever.
XOXO NIKI (///. 0)

my boyfriend

okay it's alittle late for me to post this but i forgot to.
okay after a relation ship with a guy who could careless if i was alive or dead (well really he was really imature) for a year and a half i finally got the courage to brake up with him. it was at the eith grade grad. i was sick of him being so well you know being a guy(no offense guys) so i wallked up to him witha ll this confidents but when i saw his beutiful puppy dog eyes the confidents drained out of me like water down a drain. but i pushed my self to do it. i must've done something right because he gave me a hug.
XOXO NIKI (///. O)

grrrr

i'm at my grandmothers house right do then i put on my my chem. t shirt my mom doesn't want me to wear it because it has skelitons on it. i guess i sorta under stand... but how am i supposed to be an individual when she doesn't aprove of my out fits!!! ok well i had to say that.
~xoxo niki (///. 0)

awsome icon

dude i was on aim today and i went to iconator.com right? so then i put in i love gerard way and this awsome icon came up on the page that said i love rockers and it had a picture of billie joe gerard way and another guy fr. greenday that i can't remember his name.
xoxo niki

this is my cousin kelsey she is 4 and loves to type

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~ okay that was her typing she's so cute.
xoxo niki~

dude i am so like nervous so i'll type random stuff

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i will now paste mcr quotes well i have more than this but i will cut it down to 1/4 cuz its so long.
"Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful."
"A sock. I don't need this, you can have that back now." Show in Detroit, Joe Louis Arena after fans threw various "gifts" (socks) on stage
"We are the Black Parade! Coming up next is My Chemical Romance...at least, if you're into that kinda stuff." show in Hartford CT 2007 (To audience
)"I saw a sparkler out there, that sh**'s gotta be illegal! That's ok though, I appreciate that sparkler. As long as you don't have any f****n' bottle rockets I'm down with you, man."
(To audience)"I know something you don't! And that is... I'm not wearing any underwear!" (Crowd screams)
"We're gonna get sexy for a minute! Ooh. Lemme see you clap your hands."
"At times there will be people out there who are willing to do anything to put you down! But don't EVER solve that with violence! Cause you're faster then them, better then them, and a H*** alot better looking then them!"
Playing in Stockholm, November 8th 2006 "Mikey here thinks that nobody in here likes him..."
Playing in Stockholm, November 8th 2006 Gerard: "Who wants to go out...not out with me, out of the mosh."
MCR Concert, Luna Park BigTop, Sydney, Australia. 26th January 2007 Gerard: “What I did realize on the Big Day Out, and that is, that we don't fit in with f*****g anybody!"
*Crowds screams* January 23rd, Concert at The Tivoli, Brisbane "Look at me with my pretty bracelet and tiara, I'm a f*****' princess!"
"This room is weird. Like the shape of it. It's... odd..." Between songs while playing Festival Hall in Melbourne [29th January]
"When you're touring and the minute you tell someone that you're from Jersey it's the equivalent of telling them you just got out of jail."
"It takes me a while to tell stories. I think it's because I was drunk for three years." Alternative Press December 2004
"For me, [being onstage] is me being everything I always wanted to be," he says. "It erases everything I hate about myself. Nothing can hurt me. I feel invincible. I feel like everyone else on that stage is invincible and we're capable of anything. There's no stopping us."
Alternative Press December 2004 "Uh, actually, we like to kidnap them in a van, and tie them up, and leave them somewhere dangerous. SURPRISE!" When asked what kinds of surprises the band likes to do for their fans on fuse TV.)
"We have always had a desire to be a theatrical band, even when we were playing basements. You know we were the most theatrical band in a basement you probably would ever see." Frank: "It's true."
Interview in L.A. "Be yourself, don't take anyone's s****, and never let them take you alive."
The album booklet for the CD “Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge” "Well...it's funny you mention that, because I'm still living in a basement. I've just moved back in with my mom."
KROQ, rambling after performing 'Prison' "We're not a festival band, playing during the day was something we had to get over, I was like...uh, this sun stuff kind of sucks."
"If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen-year-old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about."
"It tastes like somebody stole my wallet."
AP interview, December 06 "It's insanely gleeful...This record is like running around a field of flowers with a butcher knife." Blender interview "F*** yeah; I’m going to get some comfortable pants! Why stop there? Maybe a nice cable knit sweater. Maybe I’ll buy a house for my thirtieth birthday next year. I’m gonna get a Dodge Stratus. I’m gonna go to Blockbuster. I’m gonna get whatever shower curtain I want. Because I deserve it."
Blender interview "None. I think we should send a country some cupcakes. You think some cupcakes would cheer up North Korea? Kill ’em with deliciousness."
When asked by Blender what the next country the US would save should be "I really hate physical violence, but there’s this one where this kid is talking s*** forever to this other kid, and the dude gets into this weird jujitsu pose and just knocks him out with one punch." When asked by Blender what the funniest You Tube video of 2006 was Interviewer:
"You're pretty young guys, what turns you on?" Gerard: "Wow, I'm not that young, so..." Interviewer: “Really? But you can still get turned on, I mean..." Gerard: "Bengay!" Mikey: "Uh, Coke Zero." Frank: "Good stuff." Ray: "Sleep!" Frank: *laughs* Gerard: "Bob, what turns you on, man?" Bob: "Slippers." Patient: "Well, I'm dead, so..." Interviewer: "Oh, I guess you don't get turned on." Frank: "My fiancée. That's it." Gerard: “Aw.” Ray: "Hey! You can't say that! You can't say it!" Frank: "You didn't say it!" Gerard: "You can't!" Frank: "Oh yeah, I'm getting presents now!"
Spike TV Scream Awards interview, 2006 “So, there’s been a lot of talk about us being a part of an ‘emo death cult.’” Crowd: *laughs* Gerard: “Well, I guess you’re in on the secret!”
**At the Y101, Snowball 2006 Concert in VA "Like the band really saved all our lives, so it's kind of our way of getting back with the band, is to try to save other people's lives."
"What I like about The Sims is that I don't have a normal life at all, so I play this game where these people have these really boring, mundane lives. It's fun. My Sims family is called the Cholly family. I don't know why I picked that name; it's kind of random. The teenage daughter is my favorite, because I just had her go through this Goth phase. She's really kind of nerdy and she just became a concert violinist, which is pretty huge for the family. And she got into private school. But she started wearing black lipstick and she dyed her hair purple. It's pretty huge."

"People don't know if I’m gay, straight or an alien from outer space... it’s funny."
Kerrang interview About Freddie Mercury: "Well, he's my biggest inspiration, and not just as a songwriter, but as a human being. He was somebody who was very unashamed of what he was, and he didn't care, I mean, like, he'd dress up like a harlequin, rock half a mic stand... but, I mean, who could beat him?"
On Channel 4's 'My Chemical Romance Profile' show, UK TV "When this stops being special, when we become part of the problem, it will be time to quit. It can happen on the next record or five records from now. When this stops meaning something, we'll all walk away."
**'Spin' magazine interview "I was really bummed 'cause last year on Warped Tour I got a really bad sun tan, [---] 'cause I'm half italian so I tan really good." "Really?" "Yeah, it's a bummer."
Steven's Untitled Rock Show - FUSE (My Chemical Romance Make-Up Tips) "There's this crazy band playing, basically letting him know that he's dead" Making the video for 'Welcome to the Black Parade'
Mikey: F*** you! Gerard: F*** yourself! Mikey: Go f*** a cow! Gerard: Go f*** a toaster and turn it on! Mikey: Go f*** you mom! Gerard: She's your mom too, dumba**!
"Coming up next... I have a knot in my hair." Interviewer: “Wild night out or romantic night in?” Frank: “Romantic night in.” Mikey "Wild night out." Gerard: *grins* "Wild night in."
AOL this or that interview "In the UK they're intoxicated, wasted. 2pm - wasted ... but extremely enthusiastic, really pure." Talking about fans in the UK - Fuse interview
"Canada's difficult to operate in, 'cause their money's all weird and funny. It's got funny colours and border-crossing's a pain in the butt. But other than that, once you get over the border, and you deal with the funny coloured money, everything's really awesome."
: "What are your nicknames on tour for each other 'cause I've heard that you guys nickname absolutely everything and everyone." Gerard: "Yeah, everybody has a nickname. Let's see, uh, *points to Bob* we call him 'Bob-o-san', uh, *points to Ray* 'Torosaurus', *points to Mikey* 'The Wheeze', Frank we refer to as 'F-Lero', and for some reason everybody calls me...uh, 'Uncle Jiggy'..." "I'm not psychotic... I just like psychotic things."
"The only place I'm really scared of was the Tenderloin. I walked out of the bus in my makeup and costume and some dude on the other side of the street in front of a crack house yelled 'Better stay on that side of the street motherf*****, I'll knock you out!'"
"I'm sick of seeing my face. But I'm allowed to be sick of seeing my face, 'cause it's my f*****' face. Know what I'm sayin'?"
"This s*** is easy peasy pumpkin peasy... pumpkin pie motherf*****!"
"One by one, penguins are stealing my sanity..."
"If you ever see s***** a** rock dudes in s***** a** rock bands asking you to show them your breast for a backstage pass, I want you to spit right in their f***** face and yell F*** YOU!”
"It's that women's cut... they always fall down." (Commenting after his pants fell down during a performance on Warped Tour)
"It's for the hamster that I'm gonna buy! This is so perfect!” (Gerard after opening a hamster cage at Christmas) Frank: "You really have to love someone to...smell them at their worst." Gerard: "Yeah...I get pretty gruesome, too." "So many people are gonna treat you like you're a kid. So, you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window."
“Just to know that it's okay to be messed up, ‘cause there’s five dudes that are just as messed as you are.”
“Who’s going to see Morrissey tomorrow here? F*** yeah dude, what like 10 of you?”
"I wake up in the morning and I drink a lot of f**** coffee all day and I smoke a lot of f***** cigarettes and it sucks."
"I am the master of the wicket..." (In the making of the 'I'm Not Okay' video)
"This kickball game, this is the most fun I've had. It was biblical, amazing, and dramatic and I f***** up a little but I was shh I was good."
Ray: "Did you kick him in the balls?" Frank: "Yeah..." Gerard: "It just hurt but I didn't care but I was wondering, what he was doing over there in the first place and I was like, "Whoa he's playing over there," and then he kicked me in the balls and I was just like..."What did I do?"
Me and Mikey, we are like a married couple. We share the same CD's etc. "We're trying to figure out how to play croquet by ourselves, because we don't know. I think Frank knows a little, but..."



okay yes i'm done this was really pointlesss to do
LOL
XOXO NIKI

Sunday, July 1, 2007

ghost rider

Okay so i was at my friends house for a party (yah i know i party too much lol) and we were watching ghost rider right so i went upstairs for a minute and when i came back down stairs i saw some guy on the screen of course i didn't know who he was soposed to be in the movie. i was like that guy is so hot!!!!! and my friend was like niki thats the devils son. i was like OMG and sat down.
now thats bad i thought the devils son was hot.
XOXO Niki

omg dude creepy hot guys!!!!

okay so iwas at spash down thursday for a party with my friend gina. we were supposed to be walking back to the car but we wanted to go on to 1 more ride b4 we left. me and my friends ariana and kayly went over to the water slide for one miore time. as we were walking to the slides there was this group of REALLY HOT GUYS BEHIND US so wjhile we were walking my other friend spoted us and asked us were we were going and we were like we wanted to go on one more ride and then the guys behind us were like
"i'll take you for a ride" omg it was so freaky!!!!!! so then they followed us all the way to the slide and went right after us on it wich was kinda wierd. then we went to the car and lucckly didn't see them again.
XOXO niki

omg i was stalked!!!!

okay this is niki and becca talking. we went to mall today and there was this guy at borders the book store. i saw the new linkin park cd an me being me reached for it and yelled HEY BABY!!! then this really wierd guy who worked there was like hey how are u can i help u find something?dude how rude!!!! i mean like its the 21st century who says may i help u anymore?!? any way then we were by this norah jones music secsions. becca and i were looking at her dress and thought it was cool. then bec was like who is she and then we felt this thing on our shoulders. it was the the guys head and then he stood up and was like who norah jones. he was wierd but not as wierd as the guy in hot topic (my favorite store ever!! lol like u needed to know that) and he was in all black. he had a black cape and a man purse (all hail the man purse) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his eye shadow tottally outlined his eye socket but a little more like to his nose. he was very pale w/ red around his mouth. he was w/ some guy in a white shirt. okay dude in the cape if ur reading this u rock go individuality!!!! lol okay this was really long hope u enjoyed!!
(it's all norah jones fault!!!!!! lol jk idk)
k if u don't believe me or want to read it from becca's point of view then go to http://beccaluvssummer.blogspot.com
XOXO Niki