lol reminders

http://www.mcr-online.co.uk/top50.php
www.livejournal.com *add1 to orig pass
http://mcr.hopelesshearts.org/index.php?action=displaycat&catid=11

oh man i WANT TO KILL SOMEONE I SHOULDN'T WANT TO KILL. :-( I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CONFUSED. I WANT TO KIL THE M***** F****** B******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk though :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( :,-( what an insensitive A**H*** i mean it's not like he or she said anything meaan but thats the point i feel ignored. :,-( :,-(

I HATE HONORSA PROGRAM SOOOO MUCH!!!!

http://books.google.com/books?id=S2PPPjD_asYC&pg=PT74&dq=music+used+in+movies&sig=4N2y-y-236YJqxGEzBWV46TGSOE
http://lasomnambule.pbwiki.com/AnalogyDrugsMusic

omg i HATE honors program!!!!

http://www.missouriwestern.edu/psychology/research/psy302/spring97/andrea_mccullough.html

http://www.2knowmyself.com/Music_therapy/changing_your_mood_using_music_stress

http://www.tuneyourbrain.com/

http://www.exampleessays.com/essay_search/How_Music_Can_Affect_A_Person_Mood.html

http://www.sixwise.com/newsletters/06/10/05/how_classical_music_can_reduce_crime_benefit_your_mood_and_increase_your_spending.htm

they say you never forget your first kiss....

i got my first kiss today lucky me but all the sudden my dad and alen come bargeing out of nowhere scaring the sh** outa me!!! well the day went by as normal my parents hasd a party my mnos got wasted threatened david. my dad got a little "wierd" everyone except mary gotm wasted so i went for a walk w/ david. i must have sounded crazy omg i was babbling everything held up inside except somestuff but i can't believe i said all that omg we talked so much about our futures and death it was so depressing but thats the problem w/ me i liked it after i knew i made a mistake i want to cry so much but i've done to much damage 4 now. i know what it's like to die inside.... i think i just did....
all i have to say is "GOD PLEASE DON'T HAVE HIM THINK I'M MENTAL...... HEAVEN HELP US WE NEED YOU...."
xoxo niki I(////. 0)