OOOOOOOKKkk so i know i have'nt blogged in a wile, but i wiill ssooonn i just havn't had tie. when i do i will.

never simple...

 david and i broke up.  it took only two days.

1. i got to cheer practice. mariah says she needs to talk to me. she tells me david is telling everyone he's going to brake up with me.

2. i take a walk with david and mention it to him. he deinies it i get quiet becuase i know he lied to me. he decides to tell truth and admitts it. i decide to forgive him

3. i go to school the next day. everything is good until shannon tells me she needs to talk to me. we go into the bathroom and she says David wants to break up with me for alexis. ( a few things to know about alexis 1. she's shannon's best frined 2. one of my best friends as well. 3. davids ex- girlfrined 4.she's dating one of my bestfrines (james.) 5.  she's a whore.) Shannon then tells me that alexis said she was going to say yes.

4. i start crying and attempt t avoid david (no luck). i get to lunch and mat (one of Davids best frineds and mine too) says nicole come her i need to talk to you. i go with him an he tells me that david told him he was going to break up with me for alexis. i say i know and decide then to brake up with him. i cry again.

5. i decide to tell it to him after shcool 'cuz i ssually c him by th e library and of course this had to be the one day MS. swift let us out late. i decide to call him and tell him. he understands that we're breaking up but doesn't know why becuz his phone had no service. i'm like if you want totalk meet me by my locker tomerrow )today)

6. i tell him. he gets really sad and at the end of school when he passes me and hands me anote. it says that the whole thing was bs and he never was gonna break up wth me. then he's all "no matter what you think i'll always love you." i'm like wtf  so now i have to talk to him again maybe tomarrow. 

i'm so upset i think i'll write abook about this one day..  (haha writers joke) i hate this nothing is simple with david...

   just becuz i was the one to brake up w. him this time doesn't mean i still don't love him., but he needs to understand that you don't mess any body like that. ecspecially sinse this is the third time he's done the same thing. i found out the last time he really didn't have any problems going on at home, he asked out alexis and because she said no he asked me back out. i fell like killing somepne but at the same time i wanna hug...

new blog

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joker vampire!!!!

ok, so last night i watched the originla batman movie. (the one with micheal keaten as Bruce Wayne)last  night i dreamt i was dancing with the joker on a roof top. there where other people there too. a small family of 4 with two small kids and their dogs. i remember in my dream that someone had gassed the joker and he'd passed out. everyone assumed he was dead, but here i was dancing with him. (so weird i know...) i asked him how he survived. he told me it was a secret and if i didn't shut my mouth he'd have to show me. that didn't make since at all. if he wanted me to be quiet he shouldn't show me correct... but w.e anyways, one of the litte girls (mind you) was reading the book IT by stephan king. the cover wasn't that of IT though. i t said IT like the cover does but it was splattered with blood. the joker ran and took the book from the girl and handed it to me. he said to me that he was tired and was going swimming. he didn't want to be disturbed. in my dream i payed no mind to him and asked him again and again how he'd lived through the gas. he rolled his eyes and jumped off the building. soon after i grew impatent and jumped off too only to land on a lower roof with a huge swimming pool in it. for some reason in my dream this wasn't strange to me.... the joker was in the pool in his purple suit still (ok wtf y was he in a dress suit in the pool!?!) when he saw my he stood up and walked torward the edge of the roof. he told me i should've stayed like he said, but if i was so curious he'd tell me. i nodded. he told me to look at the cover if the book. then he asked what u saw. "blood" i replied. "eaxactly" he said jumping off the roof.

this dream taught me that i need to lay off batman movies and anne rice novels.

xoxo niki (///.0)

I WANT A HUG

uhg please help me. i need someone to hug. i need you. anyone. i just want to cry. nothing is right at all... i know i really should stop sulking, but i really want a hug...

found this poem. it's wierd

i die 

i die when i can't talk to you.

please listen

please hear

i need you now

to hear your voice

as clear as a bell.

it's yeah how are ya? got to go

love you.

talk to me. 

i'll be your rock.

listen to me

i'll let you talk.

understand i hear your 

know how much i love you.

why won't you speak.

make it clear.

i'll be there.

just talk to me.

Tokio Hotel... thanx becca! haha

HOLA!!!! 

Ok so my cousin Becca and i a long time ago bought a Tokio Hotel CD so now i totally love them. 

I recently just did my reserch on them. it was way hard to find ANYTHING on them except the're names because everything's in GERMAN! i was like"What the hell!?" Anyways i guess it's bcuz the band is from Germany... anyhow so i was looking up stuff on their lead singer Bill Kaulitz  or w.e the f*** his last name is. and i was like "Whoa he's cute!" so i read a bunch of crap on the band and found out their guitarist is Bills twin! my sister was like "No duh Nicole they look exactly alike!" and i said " No! bill has spiky awsome black hair and Tom has blonde dreads!" but i guess she was right it was pretty obvious... 

So anyhow i was looking up pics of the twins and found two that desturbed me. one was Bill putting pants on, but he had really long black boxers on so that was fine just unexpecxted. The other was Tom with his pants pretty much off. 

he had like no underwear on and that's fine if he likes it that way but i was like "Man whore alert! man whore alert!" 

So then i was like fine I Hate Tom but I love Bill and George (bass). Then i was going through pics and George is just as bad as Tom! i'm like"WTF is up w. this band!" 

Then i looked up crud on their drummer Gustav (hehe funny name!) and he's soooo boring (well in my opinion anyways. he likes the internet and is real quiet!) so now i'm back to Bill and Gerard....

haha sorry random outburst..

XoXo NiKi (///.0)

 ** ' Till next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **

HOLY CRAPOLY! REAKING DAWN QUOTES OF THE DAY!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! IT'S 1:30 AM AND I JUST FOUND OUT JACOB IS GOING TO BE IN BREAKING DAWN!!!! IT WAS IN THE QUOTE OF THE DAY. HERE ARE ALL THE QUOTES

Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."
Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"
Alice: "I do. Excellent."

Bella: "Oh, Mike! How will I go on?"

Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you."

Emmett: "Oooo, scary."

Bella: "Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You're not taking him to a strip club, are you?"

Charlie: "Bells, we're up to bat."

Edward: "You're awfully small to be so hugely irritating."

Bella: "Why am I covered in feathers?"

Alice: "No one will dare to call you plain when I'm through with you."
Bella: "Only because they're afraid you'll suck their blood."

Edward: "Oops."

Renee: "Alice wouldn't let us do anything else. Every time we tried, she all but ripped our throats out."

Edward: "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

Rosalie: "Over my pile of ashes."

Edward: "You look so guilty—like you've committed a crime."

Sam: "This is not something our treaty anticipated. This is a danger to every human in the area."

Rosalie: "I'd like to beat you dead."

Jasper: "I can't understand. I can't bear this."

Seth: "You'll hurt her. Let her go."

Carlisle: "I've seen vampire venom work miracles, but there are conditions that even venom cannot overcome."

Jacob: "I'll kill you myself! I'll do it now!"

OMG SEE SEEE???????? HOLY CRAPOLY!!!!!!!!

I LOVE IT! XOXO NIKI (///.0)

ugh bored as h*ll!

HEY Y'ALL!! 

ll i'm soo bored just chillen out. i was watching avatar (lmao) and i was jst think how wierd and akward it is to watch cartoons make out! idk i like got bored so now i'm bloging and have nothing to blog about.... eh i'll go hang w. david. c u guys later!

xoxo niki (///.0)

tinterview with the vampire

 claudia
lois

i just watched this movie it was awsome!!! but tottally tragic with a capital T (lol mcr joke) it wasromantic and sexy and creepy and grrrroooosssss beyond belief but amazing ner the less it was called "interview with the vampire" i'm reding the series so i thought i'd see the movie!!! dude brad pitt looks hot w/ long hair and in tights kristen dunst was soo cute when she was younger and tom cruise loooks awsome in tights w. fangs but awful w. long blonde hair. also antonio some name i can't pernounce(from spy kids the father dude) looks awful period as a vampire any was the pics r above. 

xoxo niki (///.0) help i have an unhealthy obsession it's soo morbid but  can't stop it's like i'm a vamp adict ewwwwww nvm ii'll find a way to cure my self. to be honest the only reason i watched it was to gross myslf out so i'd stop but ithasd the opisite affect it was facinating! sh*t!

VAMPIRES SUCK

OMG SOMEONE HELP ME. i'm looseing my mind! i now have a strange iintrest wait no OBSESSION with vampires.... maybe it's becuase of twilight but i'm reading annne rice's vampire croniculs and have lately been absentmindenly surching vampire ledgons. 

when i catch myself i'm disgusted. how gross is it to have that kind of intrest with something so evvil morbid and just plain sick? it fasinates me. 

XOXO NIKI (///. O)

0% evil 

10% insane

20% bord

30% happy

40% comic book freak

50% cool as the flip side of a pillow! (hehe rotfl)

60% nice

70% on youtube

80% goth

90% careing

100% my chemical romance

they are amazing...

does your name fit?

a: hot

b: loves people

c: good kisser

d: makes people laugh

e: has georgeous eyes

f:people wild and crazy adore you

g:very outgoing

h: easy to fall in love with

i: loves to laugh and smile

j: is really sweet

k: really silly

l: smile to die for

m: makes dating fun!

n: can kick the crap out of people

o: has one of the best personalities ever

p:popular with all types of people

q: a hypocrite

r:good boy friend or girl friend

s:cute

t:very good kisser

u: is very sexual

v: not judgmental

w: very broad minded

x: never let people tell you what to do

y: is loved by everyone

z: can be funny and dumb at times

this is ad....

Girl: Hi.
Boy: Umm... hi.
Girl: I have to tell you something...
Boy: What?
Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.
Boy: Ok...
Girl: What do you mean "ok"?
Boy: I don't like you like that...
Girl: Why not?
Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...
From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up.
Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!
Boy: Do you really wanna know why?
Girl: Yes!
Boy: It's because you're not pretty! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!
Girl: But... I...
Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!
The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.
Girl: Hello?
Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.
Girl: Alright Mom.
Mom: I love you.
Girl: I love you too, Mom.
Mom: Bye Bye.
Girl: Bye
The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the miror.
Girl: I'm not pretty enough...
She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.
Mom: Honey? Are you alright?
She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the miror, a piece of paper was taped up.

"Am I Pretty Enough Now?"....

No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find it messed up then repost this (am i pretty enough now?)
A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to be told they're not good enough... Do you?

whoooo this is freaky my friend snt it to me

Its amazing what you can do with a tool of your choice. alone. depressed. your hair sticks to your face from the moisture of your eyes that tells everyone that you've been crying. and the cracked mirror infront of you from when you punched your reflection but unfortunatly it was still there so all you got out of it what a bloody fist. but you were ok with that because the pain was soothing and relaxed your brain so that you only had to focus on not getting blood on your thin white shirt that was pressed against your stomach. its times like these where all you want to do is scream at yourself and ask why your so damn phuked up and again the response is pressing a xacto knife against your skin, pretending that you'll stop after this last time but you know that thats not true so you press down harder. your little brother walks in on you and screams then runs to get mom so she can call 911 and hope that she's not too late. Little sister is crying along with your dad as they take you away to make you 'Better' but the fact that they cant help lingers in your head but eventually you fall asleep or maybe you just blacked out from the needle they just stuck in your arm. later on you wake up with a headache and notice your in a room thats nothing but white. soon after the fact that you begin to think straight, you realize you're back in hell.
Its just one of those days.

OMG!

words can hurt 
Scroll down
if this doesn't touch you... you're heartless.
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them.
The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk.
She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street.
He swerved right into the drivers seat,
killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it , it said
"Without your love, I would die.

things i learned from reading twilight series
1) vampires are HOTT!
2) the name edward may be old fashioned but it's still really sexy! loljkjk
3)werewolves heal fast and r reallly hot
4) vampires are better than werewolves
5) myths agout vampires
1) they sparkle so they don'tbut CAN go out in the sun w. out melting
2) they dont have long fangs
3)they cant die from a stake in the heart
5) werewolve myths
1)moon light doesn't turnthem into a wolve anger does
2)silver bullets don't kill them
6) i'm obsessed
7) lions can fall in love w. lambs
8) were wolvws pop instead of transform
9)to many things to list
10) the most important- fictional creature/guyts are waaaaay better than real human guys lololol                                                                          
xoxo niki (///. 0) and guest Shannon o'hara!!!!! ^-^

ahahahahahai'm sooo bored summer is here =I

hey guys make sure u check out my new pics and scrol ALL THE WAY DOWN!

amazing night w. my bbbffl (bestiest best friends for life duh!)

hey yoo wu? it's shannaon and niki again today we learned

1) twilight rox

2)shannon is nick jonas and niki is kevin

3) nicole is gerard and shannon is bob

4)we both  are obsessed with robert pattinson from twilight

5)juno is an awesome movie

6)when robert played cedric in hp he was really hott

7)nicole can do a perfect impression of his dad

8)draco malfoy has perfect hair

9)taylor l. from twilight is hot with short hair but not with long hair

10)harry wants to make out with cedric in moaning mertles bathroom

11)nicole can't pernounce humuhumunukunukuapua'a from hsm2

12)we both know the song to "our song" by taylor swift

13)gerard way is NOT gay

14)mr.pool likes billy joel and he is amazing

15)shannon is alice and nicole is edward

16)b/c nicole like shiny silver volvos and shannon likes stolen yellow porches

17) the shirts 4 the DC trip smell like ink and nicole (hot topic/ spences/zumies)

going to bed but won't sleep. promise to dream of taylor l and robert p.

:P

xoxo niki& shannon (///.0)

oh and black fat guys on the sims don't like frank iero so the push them in pools til they drown and nicole can't cook so she set gerard on fire by accident or was it? lol nighty night :*

hola chica's and chicos!!!!! lol i'm here with my bbffl "bestiest best friend for life! lol) and were looking up the cast 4 twilight omg omg! robert pattison is soooooooooooooo adorable (the guy playing edward) i was sooooooo wrong he is adorable!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll put a cut poic of him up l8er!

himmm!!!!! soooo cute but this is what edward is soposed to look like... up there w. the orange hair anyways back to me and shannon shannon is like my bbffl!!!! lol um were watching "the pacifier" right now and'll watch  juno l8er lol i looovee juno it's such a cut movie any ways ima lit her talk now... o'hara take it awya-yea robert is so hott....but who know is even hotter......i have a huge obsession with the jonas brothers but i get made fun of for it.........BUT WHO CARES WHAT PPL THINK......i mean seriously !!!

its their opinion !! nicole gets made fun of b/c of her mcr obsession but she doesnt care aanout the ppl anyway !! i cant wait to see juno....ive never seen it b4...we'll write bac l8ter about what we did so we will write bac soon !!!

he he the guy plying Edward is from Harry Pottr as sedrick diggery and the one playing Jacob (not shown in pic) was sharkboy i "shark boy and lavagirl" and was in "cheaper by the dozon  @ lol i rly hate the lady playing bellla she's old i think the guy from the white stripes whould play edward and hayley williams from paramore should play victoria (also not pictured) i'll put pics of the guy from the white stipes on so u can agree and haley williams so u can agree too 

don't disagree or i'll come down there and kick ur a**!!!!! lol jkjkjpjp

xoxo niki (////. 0)

hey guys just chillen wut r u doing?  HaHA  i found this realllllllllyyyy awsomeeee typeing font thingy lloooook!

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i know i said i'd finish the other thing an di will but this is sooo funny!

some lady stocked chester benington 

(the guy who sings 4 linkin park) the blonde guy in the pick) she made the news cuz she was arested 4 stalking him!

IDIOT!  lol jk i stalk gerard but don't get caught! lol jkjkjk he rocks but i don't stalk

xoxo niki (///. 0)

HEYYYYY GUUUUUUYYYYYSSSSSSS been awhile hasn't it?,

ok so every month we have a dance @ our school right? so yesturday we had a dance. i was the first one i've been to w/ david AND olivia @. i've only missed one of the dances so far so i told them i \t was gonna b sooooo much fun and they should go. ussually it's me mariah gina lexi and alyssa, sometimes amy. so there is this big thing going on between amy and andrew cuz she likes billie. but w/e amanda and i were trying to convince her to stay w/ andrew cuz he loves her and billie only loves her body and wut he wants to do w. it. anyways gina and mariah thought i was "ignoring" them and "ditching" them 4 amy. they felt left out. (this was b4 david even came) so i talked to mariah cuz gina wouldn't talk to me. mariah decide she was gonna yell @ amy bcuzz she should "cut the sh**" and stay w. andrew. i almost died mariah wasn't soposed to know. so i want imto the bathroom and startedfreaking out and crying. (i know i'm such a baby but i felt so helpless) all i know is i was freaking out. finally mariah came in and said she was sorry and didn't say anything to amy of course amy comes over. it was like omg when  will it end! nvr again!

(i'lll finish l8er my moms up)

XoXo NiKi

pssssshhhh i think it's cool

Rock Sound brings you an in-depth guide to My Chemical Romance. Part 1 – A - M

A is for…Acceptance
My Chemical Romance wouldn’t be here without it.
Frank Iero (guitar): “It’s what I felt about punk rock growing up. A show was a place where you could go and feel accepted for who you were. So when I started a band I wanted to create an environment where people could feel like there was somebody else out there who understood them and had their back no matter what.”
Gerard Way (vocals): “Acceptance is a huge part of this band. Punk rock accepted us as kids and in a sense saved our lives because of that. Punk shows gave us a place where we wouldn’t get shot or stabbed.”
Frank: “It’s about encouraging self-worth and self-respect.”

B is for…Bullet-proof vests
An indispensable part of the band’s onstage attire.
Gerard: “The bullet-proof vest is a metaphor. It symbolises the fact that this band feels indestructible.”
Frank: “It’s really based on the way we feel onstage. You get into a certain mindset where nothing really matters – you can’t get hurt and nothing fazes you. Together we feel unstoppable.”
Gerard: “It’s also about us relating to hip-hop artists. We come from the same world as a lot of them (Newark, New Jersey) and we relate to their drive and the way they don’t give a fuck about what anyone else thinks.”

C is for…Concept albums
Breakthrough album ‘Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge’ put a whole new spin on the concept record.
Mikey Way (bass): “The album started out as this fictional story but then kind of melded itself into our lives. It’s like a comic book story about a man who comes back from the dead to avenge himself. But on moving to LA we had so many experiences that without us knowing it the album became a fifty-fifty mix between the story and us.”

D is for…Disney World
MCR drummer Bob Bryar has a secret past…
Bob: “When I was in school in Florida I got a job at Disney World to earn extra money. I thought I was going to do something cool but when I went to my initiation day and opened up the packet it said I was working on The Little Mermaid theme show. I was so pissed. My first costume was white pants, a blue and white striped shirt and a sailor hat. Later I played drums for the Aladdin stage show. I finally quit because they yelled at me about my sideburns.”

E is for…Everyday living
It’s not half as glamorous as you think.
Gerard: “Wake up, walk around, look for a book store, look for a coffee shop, come back, start to focus, do some press, get ready to perform, reflect, cool down and go to bed. Then get up the next day and start again.”
Frank: “My everyday living consists of Epstein-Barr virus. It’s chronic fatigue syndrome. I got it from touring. It means my immune system is always really low, I always feel sick and I have to take a bunch of vitamins every day.”

F is for…Fans
Otherwise known as ‘The MCRmy’.
Frank: “We have the best fans ever. They’re brutal, crazy kids. Our fans love, they hate, sometimes they’re angry, sometimes they won’t give you a chance to go pee, but they give it their all. I think The MCRmy existed even before people used street teams.”
Mikey: “Those kids would photocopy fliers for our local shows and go to other Jersey shows and put them on cars, guerrilla-style. It all began with those kids.”

G is for…Great Britain
Much more than just a home from home.
Mikey: “In the States we had a problem with distribution on our first record (‘I Brought You My Bullets You Brought Me Your Love’). But in the UK it was released on a subsidiary of a major label, so you could buy it everywhere. It really took on a new life over here. We thought we were going to have to move here, like if we didn’t get big in America it wouldn’t be so bad. Even now we can play songs off the first album and you wouldn’t know the difference; kids here are into all of them.”

H is for…Harry Houdini
The legendary escape artist who’s a key inspiration for Gerard and co.
Gerard: “Houdini is very important to the first record. He’s also important to the next record because there’s a song about him and his wife on there, so it’s me going back to the story. For some reason he’s on the cover of ‘…Bullets’ hanging over New York City. Something about him was just so romantic and mysterious. There was something about the idea of an escape artist, about someone escaping what he came from and all the hurdles he had to overcome. It’s such a fantastic metaphor. To me, it really fitted in with our band, because this band is our escape.”

I is for…Irvine Welsh
The Trainspotting author is the reason they’re called My Chemical Romance.
Mikey: “I used to work in a book store and one day my manager brought over a stack of Irvine Welsh books. I was bored so I started flipping through a couple of them and reading the blurb on the back. A quote from a critic caught my eye. It said that Irvine Welsh’s books were ‘chemical romances’. I thought it would be a really good name for a band so I told Gerard and then we just added the ‘My’.”

J is for…Billie Joe Armstrong
The Green Day frontman taught Gerard Way everything he knows
Gerard: “Billie Joe was the first person to inspire me to pick up a guitar, learn how to play it and learn how to sing at the same time. He made it look so fun and effortless – there was no pretence about Billie. In the first band I ever started, Raygun Jones, I sang exactly like him because that was all I knew. With Billie, it’s all about the eyes. He couldn’t use his hands because he was playing guitar, so I learned to use my eyes to express things just like he did. He’s a huge inspiration.”

K is for…Killing the rock ‘n’ roll myth
Groupies, diva behaviour and over-indulgence are not where it’s at.
Frank: “We’ve mutilated, killed and disembowelled rock ‘n’ roll clichés! We’re not about anything that the “rock ‘n’ roll lifestyle” is about.”
Ray Toro (guitar): “This life is so crazy that the last thing you want to do after a show is party. We’re boring as hell!”
Gerard: “People definitely miss the Mötley Crüe antics but that’s not what we’re about because of the negative elements that go with it – mainly homophobia, racism and sexism. Punk rock and grunge made a difference but nu-metal set things back again because it was all, ‘Let’s beat the shit out of each other, get girls to show us their tits and fuck groupies’. So yet again, we’re trying to reverse that.”

L is for…Loved ones
Hit song ‘Helena’ was written for the Way brothers’ much-loved grandma
Mikey: “When we were growing up she taught us all of our extra-curricular activities, hobbies that kids our age and from our upbringing wouldn’t normally get to do. She taught Gerard how to sing and she taught us both how to draw and paint. We pulled some of our most important aspects from her. We didn’t see her for the last year of her life (the band were on tour). I didn’t even know she was sick. She was supposed to have some routine surgery. We came off tour for three days and she died then. It was so spur of the moment.”

M is for…Media hype
There’s no denying MCR are this year’s rock press darlings.
Ray: (Looking aghast) “I’ve never seen the words ‘media hype’. Are we over-exposed?”
Frank: “We’re in a lot of places. At first it was cool that my mom could buy 16 different magazines and we’d be in all of them. But then it got to the point where it’s just hype and bullshit. A lot of people are missing the point. It’s not about the hair and the make-up, it’s more about the message and keeping ourselves alive.”
Mikey: “It’s termed hype if you don’t live up to it, but our band lives up to it and then some. The reason we’re still in magazines is because anyone who tries to knock us down has no ground to stand on. That’s why we’re still the buzz band.”

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